Shadows Of The Past.

2009-03-20T17:34:00.000-07:00

Ok, well... This was the funniest way i've ever seen someone open a beer.

2009-03-20T13:04:00.000-07:00

Ok, church camp is proceeding normally.
I'm in church right now, the time on this laptop states... 4:08am.
Ungodly hour, i know. (no pun intended)
Well, i had fun :) Kinda.
We watched slum dog millionaire. It was ok, i'd watched most of it before, so it wasn't entirely a foreign story to me already. It's actually pretty good. Wish i'd watched it fully he first time.
Um. Then we had a couple of weird ass games 0.o
After which we decided to order macs just to piss them off XD
Then we watched Get Smart. In the middle of it, people began to drift off already. I'm awake probably only because i didn't go for the earlier part of the camp, so i'm not as tired. Haha.
Well, on a brighter note, i'm going to SLEEP tomorrow away... and in the few hours i AM awake, try my god damned BEST to finish my work on AskNLearn, cause i could't access alot of it. Especially History. NO IDEA what we have to o.
Actually, loads of people can't access it either D< Dagnabbit.
For people who know them, Yayoi and Hisagi are coming back on Saturday. Which is technically, today. And plus, PsychoSomatic's got new songs coming up :D A cover of Love Hurts by Incubus is the one i'm especially looking forward to.
Ok. I think i have to go try and sleep now. 4:13's pushing it, really.

2009-03-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

I've done 100 of these 120 crazy things!

Level1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone/have been dumped
(x) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 8

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking (8 bottles does that to you, ok. Shut up.)
SO FAR: 10

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 13

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
() Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 17

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 22

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 27

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 30

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 34

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 38

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 40

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
() Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (God damned you to hell Wan -__-")
SO FAR: 44

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 47

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.)
SO FAR: 52

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
() Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 55

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 59

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
(x) Been Humped By A Monkey (Shut UP. We were on goddamned holiday.)
SO FAR: 62

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
(x) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 66

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 70

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 74

Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 77

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 79

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken (The balls is that??)
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 82

Level 26
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
() Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 86

Level 27
() Mooned/Flashed Someone
() Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 90

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 94

Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 97

Level 30
(x) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Had sex in the rain
() Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 100

Repost this with the title:
I've Done __ of the 120 stupidest things :]

A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : One in a million.
E : Unbelievably great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great In Bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R: Unbelievably great in bed.
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girlfriend any one can ask for.
Z : You really like to chill.

S: Easy to fall in love with. (Really, now.)

H: You are Quirky. (I second that one.)

E: Unbelievably great in bed. (Ok...)

R: Unbelievably great in bed. (Oh My Gosh.)

I: Great In Bed. (OH MY GOSH!!!! ==")

T: You're loyal to those you love. (I believe so.)

A: You like to drink. (I drink to that.)

N: You like to drink. (-hic-)

2009-03-16T07:37:00.000-07:00

Ok, i read all the "hence" and nice sentences, and i'm sorry to say i don't flow like that in forums. Forums are fun, and being informal makes it much better and flexible, as long as you aren't rude :) so... well, yeah.

A'ight. Let's go, let's go!! XD
Um, yeah. I do think so. The whole "LON is just a toothless tiger thing." well, firstly, yeah, i do remember that i did this debating thing FOR the LON, but i mean, come on ==" it was because i preferred fighting the tough side. And there are actually a lot of failures of the LON, and holes in my case to be POKED.
Firstly, i quoted lots of successes of the LON, but hey, these successes were really TINY. Really. Ok, they solved territorial issues like the whole Sweden verses Finland over the Aaland Islands thing. But check this. They weren't able to prevent BIG things from happening. LIKE?
WARS. (-gasps- WARS!!! Ahhh!!!!!)
MAJOR DISPUTES. (OMG, that's bad.)
INVASIONS. (Wow. That's not good either.)
Ok, these are SERIOUS issues, people. Granted that there are reasons for these disputes, but despite that, it was the ONUS (it's a fancy word for responsibility, ok, so you can use that in your essays :D) of the LON to solve these disputes, or it would VIOLATE its main cause, which was to maintain peace. And we all know that the LON FAILED to maintain peace between many people, and so the treaty is FLAWED.
Heh.
(Yeah, i really wasn't kidding when i said i post informally, i know.)
But if you want it formal style, all that stuff up there can be summarised like this :D
>>>>>>>>
No, it isn't true that the LON was a success. It had FAILED in MANY different areas, such as the disputes between Poland and Vilna, Greece and Turkey. And the FAILURE to settle these disputes in a SATISFACTORY MANNER led to invasions and the LOSS of many LIVES. This proves that the LON also failed to uphold its main priority aim of PEACE.
Even if the LON had managed to somehow uphold it's priority of peace, it STILL FAILS because it's other aims were not fulfilled EITHER, such as DISARMAMENT. Notice that nothing was done about the situation of weaponry till other external treaties were set up, such as the Kellog-Briand treaty. This is a vital and pivotal aim that the LON had FAILED to fulfill.
Furthermore, the successes of LON were MINOR and INSIGNIFICANT compared to its LARGE FAILURES, which led to the loss of LIVES and ultimately much INSECURITY, which defeats its ORIGINAL PURPOSE of assuring people that there was PEACE and SAFETY between themselves and OTHER COUNTRIES.
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Debators will understand the No, Even if and Furthermore thing. OMG, lol. Inside joke, sorry, sorry. Onward, people. Actually, the thing is when someone says COMPLETE failure or sucess. Ok, this is a History forum, but you have to sound convincing in an essay, yes yes? :D The word to ATTACK is COMPLETE. Even if the LON fails by a little bit, it is STILL A FAILURE, since the word COMPLETE leaves no room for greys and only black and white. [Get it, get it??] Gosh, i hope i'm making sense.)

Ok, but if i was fighting FOR the LON (again... =="), My argument would run something like this.
Alright, look. LON really DID have its uses, ok. (Wow, MAJOR contradiction from my top argument XD) See here, it HAD solved many disputes. Even if they seemed like SMALL and INSIGNIFICANT things, these would have SNOWBALLED into larger arguments later on if not NIPPED IN THE BUD, right?? They would have ESCALATED into full blown wars. Just because the LON didn't manage to solve a few other disputes which seemed large doesn't mean that it was a COMPLETE failure.
The LON succeeded in the following:
SOCIAL WELFARE (V. Important, peeps. Especially after WAR, ok.)
TERRITORIAL DISPUTES (It was stated intheir AIMS, so yeah, it MATTERS.)
(Note: If you want to make the LON seem like a failure, use stronger words like FAILED or INSIGNIFICANT SUCCESSES, but if you want to make it seem like a success, say things like "other disputes that SEEMED large". The difference it makes is appalling. Rofl =v=)
'Sides, we have to remember that the LON helped in terms of social welfare and stuff like that. so actually, it isn't really a failure. Lookie down.
And also, if the LON is really SO ridiculously useless, why is it still around in the form of UN??! Doesn't make sense. It's a weak argument though, so just use it as the furthermore...
Let's go FORMAL!!:
No, it is an ACCUSATION that the LON is a COMPLETE failure. The LON, while it had failed to prevent several MINOR DISPUTES from escalating, had managed to stop a MAJORITY of the NOTICABLE disputes from SNOWBALLING into something more.
Even if these efforts were unsuccessful, It helped with POST-WAR CONDITIONS in several ways, especially SOCIALLY, whereby many efforts to IMPROVE post war conditions were made. These included ENSURING everyone had a STABLE source of FOOD and DRINK, and bring WAR VETERANS back to their HOMES.
Furthermore, as the LON had managed to fulfill ALL of its aims to a RATHER LARGE EXTENT, it is STILL around in the form of the UN. This proves that even though the LON MAY have failed in SELECTED areas, it had SUCCEEDED MORE than it has failed, and THUS the LON is a SUCCESS!!
(Ok, it sounds nice and looks pretty, but actually, that's alot of crap. There are LOADS of HOLES to POKE!! But YOU have to find those on YOUR OWN :D have fun!)

And this concludes my case on the LON ^^

Info from Wikipedia and lots of other sites and the Textbook.

2009-03-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

Beloved's Fighter Unit. says:
Hey Kerri, you know we didn't make it through, right ;(
Just checking.
Heathen Chemistry says:
yes
don't worry you guys still did a great job.
Beloved's Fighter Unit. says:
Thanks, i guess as long as we got something out of it, like experience and stuff, it was cool.
it was fun all the same :D Thanks for helping us, Kerri Xd
clearly would have died without you =="
Heathen Chemistry says:
yes the experience is so important. and you guys won 2/3, which is very respectable cause you were still in the running for the quarters. which is a good job
Beloved's Fighter Unit. says:
:D
Thanks for seeing us through the whole thing!
Heathen Chemistry says:
yes of course. you're welcome :)
Beloved's Fighter Unit. says:
XD well, ttyl :)

Ok, this is really, REALLY rare, ok. Especially from KERRI!!
XDXDXD Had to post ^^

2009-03-13T19:10:00.000-07:00

GO SAC FOR WINNING AGAINST CHUNG CHENG HIGH!! TOO BAD WE DIDN'T GET BEST SPEAKER BUT WHO THE HELL CARES :D
We didn't make it through, but oh well. Maybe that was how we wanted it all along~~ =v="

2009-03-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

1.What have you been doing recently ?
Me? DEBATING. it's all i've been doing, i swear ==" Aside from making white Day presents :) And that's only when i'm free.

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
Only cause i'm used to not having one already.

3. What happened at 10am today ?
I had fallen back to sleep after bitching at my alarm clock.

4. When did you last cry ?
Um. Not for a while now. Too lazy.

5. Believe in fate/destiny ?
Only in certain cases :)

6. What do you want in your life now ?
I WANT TO WIN THE DEBATE TOMORROW :D

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Put up my hood. Too much trouble to carry the stupid umbrella =v="

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on the bed ?
Listen to my music?

9. What bottoms are you wearing now ?
I'm wearing Louis Vuitton shorts. (To sleep, too. Jordan would be SCANDALIZED.)

10. What’s the nicest things in your inbox ?
I don't know. Not many things in my inbox in the first place ==" Just cleared it.

11. Do you tend to make your relationship complicated ?
Hmm? Don't have one.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone ?
What? No 0.o

13. What was the last movie you caught ?
Suspect X!!! Good movie, recommended only for the intellectual :) You need to use your brain to GET the plot.

14. What are you proud of ?
Debating? NO, MY PWNSOME YO-YOING SKILLS >:D

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say ?
i told you, I JUST CLEARED IT.

16.What was the last song you sang out loud ?
FOB, thanks for the memories.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Karin, er... Sher, and the like... Danna by this one person 0.o ... =="

18. What does the newest text say?
what on earth, just shut up, shut UP =="

19. What time did you go to bed last night ?
12+??

20. Are you currently happy ?
I guess??

21. Who gives you the best advise?
Good question. I'll get back to you on that one.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
Nope, not ever. Would like to try it, though. LOOKS SO HARD CORE!!! Rofl.

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night ?
Kim, Wan... err, Debstarrrr, Vanessa... Ryan, Faye and Smellgood over the phone.

24. Is something bugging you now?
Yes. I HAVEN'T TOUCHED MY E LEARNING ASIDE FROM F AND N. Ok, i'll just do everything tomorrow if i can.

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Smellgood, i guess.

TYPE YOUR FIRST REACTION!
1. Beer: No Tiger. Oh My God, NO TIGER.
2. McDonalds: I hate that goddamned clown.
3. Relationships: I'm rather skeptical.
4. Purple: Is the SMEX!!
5. Power Rangers: OH MY GOD. Those blinding florescent colours.
6. Weed: Tastes terrible. Go for shisha.
7. Steroids: HUH??!
8. Cartoons: Oh my GOD. Spare me.
9. The President: Is an asshole unless proven otherwise. Please do more for the country.
10. Tupperware: My mother used to "deal" it.
11. Florida: For OLD people ;D (To get it on ;)
12. Santa Claus: Used to make sense, but now the logic is flawed =="
13. Halloween: I saw this awesome picture of Halloween Akatsuki >:D
14. Alice: In... wonderland?
15. Grammar: MATTERS. USE IT WISELY.
16: Myspace: No way.
17. Clowns: Oh god. Get it out of my face.
18. Marriage: We'll see.
19. Paris: Like the city of pizza and shopping.
20. Pat: rick? (THANKS ALOT, MELISSA ==")
21. Redheads: That chick from Shakugo no Shana.
22. Blondes: Are... dumb. I'm sorry. Preconceived notion i have GOT to get out of my head.
23. Pass the: butter :D
24. One night stands: No way in hell =="
25. Donald Trump: Is the abridged version of donald Duck :D
26. Neverland: Is a FAKE alabama.
27. Pixie: Dust!! Your one time solution to flying problems ;)
28. Vanilla ice cream: Needs the CHOCOLATE.
29. Hooters: Huh? like people who go hoot hoot? 0.o
30. High school musical: Is OVERRATED.
31. Pajamas: ARE AWESOME.
32. Woody: the Woodpecker XDXDXD
33. Wet Socks: I had the PLEASURE of having them the other day =="
35. Love: Is PWNSOME.

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Never Too Late [Three Days Grace] Haha. Never too late to change your mind.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
More Than Words [Westlife] Ok....

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I Don't Care [Fall Out Boy] Whao.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
I Just Wanna Live [Good Charlotte] hahahaha!! This quiz is going awesome.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Liar (Takes one to know one) [Taking Back Sunday] OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I Don't Love You [MCR] Wow, that's nice =="

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Crawling In The Dark [Hoobastank] YES THEY ARE. DAMN IT.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Love Hurts [Incubus]

WHAT IS 2+2?
Sugar We're Going Down [Fall Out Boy] I know i failed math, but this is... =="

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
The Queen and I [Gym Class Heroes] OMG haha.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Black and Gold [Sam Sparrow] Ey. This is a good song.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Harder Than You Know [Escape The Fate] OMG HAHA. Sure.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Hero's Come Back [Naruto Ost] ... A hero. Nice.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Shooting Star [Naruto Ost] ... huh?

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Use Somebody [Kings Of Leon] Enough said.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Life Is A Highway [Rascal Flatts] HAHA i forgot i had this song on my itunes.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I Need You [Relient K] wow, i'm honoured.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
How To Save A Life [The Fray] heh.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
You're Not Alone [Saosin] Omg, yes.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Vindicated [Dashboard Confessional] Huh??

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Drive [Incubus] Oh My god!!!!

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Make A Move [Incubus] ...

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Time to Dance [Panic! At The Disco] Lol!!!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
I Hate Everything About You [Three Days Grace] Omg, YOU!!!

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Beat It [Fall Out Boy] Haha!!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Geek In The Pink [Jason Mraz] OMG FUNNEH.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
40 Kinds Of Sadness [Ryan Cabrera] ???

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Who I Am hates Who I've Been [Relient K] Myself.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
My Heart [Paramore] 0.O ...

2009-03-07T22:39:00.000-08:00

HERE TO REVIVE THE BLOG.

Sorry. The business of life caught up with me =v="
Either way...
Well, common tests just passed. Not that i really give a darn pooten, though.
I'm using the church computer. Man, i need to delete the history of my blog later on. ROFL.
Today has this family day thing. I was forced to go with a group in the end, even though i somehow managed to avoid sign up till the last minute T.T just a little bit more away from the admin people and i would have been able to skive!!! ><" Dagnabbit.

LIFE SUCKS!!
Lol, went out with Yayoi and Hisagi the other day, went off the Plaza Singapura, had Gelare. They treated XD and i had no qualms ordering food, i promise. Heh heh.
Either way, we walked around some and poked at a few stores, and they got me this coolia brown chin. I got a bunch of pendants hanging on it right now.
And rings :D
Lol.
Oh, gotta go, they're announcing the results for family day.

[Today, i was surprisingly good at darts. I know, unbelievable, yes? :]

2009-01-24T05:54:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile.
And i know i shouldn't have kept you waiting,
But i'm here now...

I am here to revive this ~~DEAD~~ dormant blog.
^^
Anyways, it's been a long time since i last posted, LONG being the understantement here...
And i decided to post again. But i have no idea what to talk about.
Life sucks.
(Oh, i'm SOOO original, huh.)
Firstly, i'm being sent to a shrink.
YAY...
My parents suspect depression stirring in me.
Sad to say i might actually agree.
Number 2. My sister got a 9 for her O's score.
How am i gonna beat that?
I don't know.
3, I was picked for the Debate Team for JG's, but because a teacher complained to my CCA teacher in charge about me, that TEACHER, that teacher's opinion, swayed the vote against me and i might not be able to go now.
And 4:
I Just Hate Life.
Although, I'm learning to play the guitar. One thing to brighten up my life.
Joyful.

Time to fly,
But you're weighing down my wings.
Throwing salt on my tail,
Stay in the shadows where you belong.

2008-12-21T06:22:00.000-08:00

a bitter smile.
you should really put your posts in a visible colour.
my eyes hurt.
i'm sorry, i forgot i don't hurt.

HU ALL THLDR DIE, I SHOFUCK IT, SHM'S AULT!!! ??! YLIKCKINELYAWAMMIT!!! CKING ULD JWIS YEAHFTUG MY FFUCKING IN THE!! JUROBLEI OR BE SOLVED UST IS ALLFOR YOUMS OUN LD WIEULL EAH!! H?!?! THAYBE EATYUN STPHDATHF

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2008-12-20T01:39:00.000-08:00

It's a way i express myself. i can't help it. and if it hurts you, i'm sorry. just want you to know, i'm thankful you're there, and i hope you always will be. please don't be sad. because all those little thoughts you post are just like stabs, over and over again. helping isn't an option. i can't help. i don't know how. where the root of the problem is isn't the issue. even if i knew it, i wouldn't be able to solve it. that's the issue. i say i'm ok, but it really hurts to see you like to see you like this. maybe it's because you've changed. maybe it's cause i have. but i will always have it nagging at me, a small ray of hope that you'll confide in me. sounds like something they'd script on disney channel, but yeah. i do. i'm hurt too, but i'm pretty sure you're hurt more. so i guess my pain pales in comparism to yours. mine doesn't matter as much. what's important here is you, so please.
Please Feel Better.

ps, i'll always love you, hating me or not. if i have to turn evil, i'll turn into the villian for you. maybe i already have.

2008-12-20T01:17:00.000-08:00

MY FRINGE HAS BEEN BRUTALLY CUT SIDEWAYS!!!!!
ZOMG!!!!!!!!!
T.T

2008-12-18T23:04:00.000-08:00

Mello was confused. Was he supposed to walk toward Matt, or what? Everyone was watching him now, and Matt. If he ran away, that’d just embarrass Matt and him both.
‘Ahh whatever.’ He thought, watching Matt coming over, with a smile. ‘I’ll just stay over here.’
Matt hugged Mello, and he whispered in his ear, “Ich liebe dich, Mihael.” [I love you in German]
Mello smiled and held Matt head down to where his shoulder met his neck and smiled. “Ich liede dich auch, Mail. Ich bin traurig.” [I love you too, I’m sorry. in German] Matt was crouched over Mello’s smaller figure.
The crowd had no idea what they said, but they all cheered anyway. Mello and Matt smiled.
Lavi, Kanda and Allen grinned.
Kanda called over a girl with 2 long ponytails and smiled. “Miss Leenalee, would you please get a coke for my friend Allen here?” he said, reading off her nametag, and pulling Allen in front of him. Then he walked away and Allen and Leenalee flushed.
“So… your name’s Leenalee…” Allen grinned, flushing as he lifted a hand and scratched his head. The girl nodded, smiling.
“Follow me, I’ll make you a drink.” She said. Allen nodded. “Ok!!”
Matt and Mello retired to the private room Mello had been in, and Kanda and Lavi were left in the private room the four had drinks and caught up in. Lavi flopped on the couch and smiled. “Well, tonight was a good night.”
Kanda looked over to him from the window. “Sure was. Allen’s talking to the girl.”
Lavi sprung off the couch. “ALLEN’S TALKING TO A GIRL??!?! WHERE?!?!” he leaned next to Kanda. Kanda laughed and hugged him. “Over there… I introduced her.” he said, pointing on the glass, but Lavi was no longer interested. Kanda laughed against his back.
Who cares, he’s got his own boyfriend to worry about.

Hee hee, just had to post ONE more cute exerpt :D
Allena's pretty good, and accompanied my MattMeelo and LaviYuu...
ZOMG bleeding nose fest XDXDXD lol.

2008-12-18T22:47:00.000-08:00

“Matt!!”
Matt stepped out of the vehicle and saw the 3 guys he’d called out already waiting for him. “Hey, guys. It’s been a bit.” He said, and Kanda nodded. “We need to go in full group, and so we had to wait till you got here.”
Matt stubbed out his cigarette and scratched his head. “Sorry I’m late…”
Allen jumped. “Hey, no problems, let’s just get in already.” Lavi shook his head as the silver haired kid bounded up the steps. “I don’t think he even understands the terms ‘nightclub’ or ‘bouncers’ or maybe not even ‘guns’. That’s pretty depressing.” He said, and Matt nodded. He, for one, knew someone who was best friends with guns.
They made their way to a special table, and a girl tended to them. “What’ll it be??” the girl said, smirking at Lavi. He grinned. “RoyalGin21. Kanda?” “Bacardi.”
“Tequila freeze.” Matt ordered, and Allen piped up, “Just a coke.”
… All of them stared at him. He looked at them earnestly. “What??! Don’t you like coke??”
Matt groaned. Allen could really do his head in sometimes.

An exerpt from my songfic on MattXMello, World Is Mine :D Yeah, Melissa, it's the Kaito version XDXDXD The one that i can reach, na na nee na na XD Lol.
Anyways, earthlings, MY COAT IS GOING TO BE FINISHED TODAYYYYYYEE, ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG I CAN WAIIIITE XDXDXD WHEE!!! IT'S GOING TO BE AWESOMEFUNKYDALICIOUS!!!
...
I am NEVER talking like that again. I feel like i need to that a 87 hour nap, that was EXHAUSTING. But i ran out of edging, so i can't get the red lines along the shoulders or the bottom of the coat... T.T but she'll do it for me when i get more edging, so YEAH >8D
Today i'm going to get a haircut, too. I'm finally gonna look like MELLO!! :D Cause i can't cut my hair like Train Heartnet from Black cat yet TT.TT but it's just a minor setback because i'll be cutting that punk do next year >:D And did i tell anyone my dad got me a pair of LEATHER GLOVES FOR CHRISTMAS :DDDDDD bwahahahahahaha. BadAss-licious, LOL.
I'll wear my gloves, my coat, my black jeans, my red turtleneck which my mother had to get for me for the christmas choir dress code, my boots and i should be able to make past cosplayers expectations for an OC design. LOL.
Maybe next year i'll go with Melissa for the January coscon 8DDD I'm sure she'd like that ^^ I think 0.o TTYL, my peeps.
One more exerpt!!

“Just… needed to vent… I guess.” He said, and forced a smile. Allen grinned. “We’ll help you with that, at least.”
Lavi patted his shoulder. “Dude, just give us a ring. We’ve been wanting to get out sometime, anyway.” Kanda nodded, and the waitress arrived with their drinks. Kanda smiled at her. “Thanks.” She walked away blushing.
Matt rolled his eyes. Kanda could be unbelievably smooth, despite his weird samurai like hairdo. They enjoyed their drinks, just catching up. Matt was beginning to wonder about the blonde, and scrambled for his cell when he felt a vibration.
A text… Matt swallowed. It was from Mello.
[Where R U, Matt? I’m sry.]
“Who was that, you looked like a moron, scrambling like that.” Lavi said, picking the cell phone from Matt’s reach. Matt felt the heat rise to his face as they read the text, and Allen stirred his drink. “Do you like this guy or something?” He said, and Matt turned away. Kanda nodded. “Yes, Allen, I believe Matt does like this guy.”
“Mello… who the heck names their kid Mello!!” Lavi chuckled, and he handed the cell phone back to Matt.
“You know, I think you should tell him where we are.” Kanda said, and Lavi leaned forward. “So…” he whispered, “Who’s… you know… on top??” Matt recoiled. “I’m not giving you details of my sex life!!!”
Lavi sat back in his seat, satisfied. “You’re the uke, huh?”
Matt’s face burned. “We… sort-of-kind-of take turns, ok, shut up.” Kanda laughed, and Allen innocently stirred his drink.
“Ok…” Lavi said, leaning back. Matt sent Mello the text informing him where he was, and Kanda nodded. “What are we going to do today?” Allen jumped. He liked this part.
“American boy??” Lavi suggested, and Matt looked at him. “Which version?”
“There are 2 versions?” Lavi wrinkled his nose. Matt shrugged. “I don’t know. I was asking you.”
Kanda growled. “I’m sick of American boy. There are too many freaking effects to go through. Can we do something else?”
“Yeah, and besides, we did American boy last time.” Allen said, and Lavi nodded. “Sure. What do you wanna do, Allen, and it had better not be the Lucky Star opening. I will hurt you.”
Allen slumped in his seat.

It's not possible.

2008-12-04T18:02:00.000-08:00

ALRIGHTY!!!
A new fandom has emerged from the shadows, a shonen ai series titled LOVELESS!!!!
It's not a new comic, it's actually been around for quite awhile... apparantly the 8th book has already made its appearances in bookstores...
There are nekos in it!!! [Nekos: humans who have a pair of animal ears, commonly house pet ears such as cats or dogs, but wolves are common as well.] Apparantly that's normal, too.
Features a 12 year old boy named Ritsuka, and he has cat ears and tail to go with it. The other main character is a 20 year old named Soubi. Ritsuka's still studying in the 6th grade at Elementary school, and Soubi's in college on an Art degree.
Soubi has no neko ears, signifying adulthood. It was hinted at a point of time the loss of ears could mean that the subject has lost his or her virginity. Soubi is also a smoker. He is one of the strongest fighters who graduated out of the Seven Moons academy, where they are taught how to fight with the help of sacrifices. Soubi is the fighter, while Ritsuka is the sacrifice.
This implies that Soubi is able to cast word spells and all harm that the opponent inflicts on him will be instead relected on Ritsuka. However, the sacrifice seems to have the power to give orders to the fighter in and out of battle, and the fighter is powerless to refuse. Soubi is very protective over Ritsuka, especially in battle.
Ritsuka, at one point of time, was believed to have lost his older brother, Seime, but it was revealed later on in the series that Seime was actually still alive. His mother has a slight health condition, which causes her to lose control of her sanity regularly, and thus Ritsuka is constantly beaten by his mother. However, Ritsuka refuses to leave her side, saying he would never want his mother to be alone.
Soubi and Ritsuka later kind-of-sort-of fall in love 8D
I LOVE LOVELESS.
Read loveless on Mangahut: http://mangahut.com/manga/Loveless/001

2008-12-03T07:54:00.000-08:00

OH. MY. GOD.
I didn't think i could do it, but i did!!!
I mean, i didn't even know if it was possible...
It was a huge feat for me guys.
YEAH YEAH, laugh all you want, but let's see if you can write a fluff for ITACHIXKISAME.
Oh My Bogging God, it's near impossible, people.
It's actually a FLUFF/CRACK/HUMOR/ALTERNATE UNIVERSE/YAOI/LIGHT ROMANCE/CUTE fic.
I know. It's amazing i lived. I'm surprised too.

Here's the link>>> http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4693527/1/The_Moment_Of_Truth

Yeah. Wanna know why it's titled the moment of truth?
PFFT. Long story cut short, i got the inspiration to write it while watching The Moment On Truth on TV >:D
Can you see where this is going?
This is the exact summary i put on the fic in my FanFiction.net account~
ItachiXKisame Fanfiction: Itachi receives an invitation to the gameshow The Moment Of Truth , but if his secrets will be revealed, what will be of his secret crush on Kisame? Hinted KakaIru, SasuNaru. Our universe crossed with theirs.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA doesn't anyone find my stories ridiculously stupid and laughable??!! XDXDXD I love writing these!!! OH MY GOD!!!!
LOL.
Anyways, some interesting stuff is that Sasuke and Naruto are supposed to be together for one day only, Kakashi and Iruka have been together for quite awhile :D
Err, Sasori and Deidara are together... Sasuke's training to be a make up artist in his free time and he did Itachi's stage make up XD apparantly, for one day, Sasuke didn't feel like tearing Itachi's guts out and dragging them across the floor XD
It's mentioned that Sasuke decided to be a make up artist after he had spent so much time with Orochimaru doing his eye makeup, which he realised he had a talent for :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
LAWL.
Look Look Look!!! An exerpt from the story for you guys:

"DEIDARA, GET THAT PLAIT OUT OF MY HAIR." He said, and Deidara laughed nervously, taking the ribbon off and tying it right. Hidan reclined on the small blue sofa in the room and turned to the door. 5 seconds later, Sasuke's head stuck in. "Hey." he said, his arm around the kyuubi boy from before. Itachi turned to face him. "Hey." he replied slightly surprised, and Sasuke walked in. Although he'd given his brother a pass to his dressing room, he didn't expect Sasuke to use it.
"Move." he said to Deidara, and the blonde moved, though he remained glaring. Sasuke tilted Itachi's chin up. "This is where i usually threaten you and you call me an idiot, but let's skip that today. You look terrible, but your complexion's fine. I'm going to fix this." Sasuke said, and Itachi frowned. "What the hell..." "Sasuke's training in his free time to be a make up specialist because he's had alot of practise helping the snake guy with his eyes." Naruto said smirking, and Sasuke punched him. Picking up a stick of eyeliner, he nodded. "Shut your eyes." he commanded, and Itachi decided to let it go as he shut his eyes, and Sasuke drew his eyes. Naruto straightened his tie.
Eventually, after 20 minutes of foundation, eyeliner and touchups, Sasuke looked away, satisfied. "I'm watching from the audience, Itachi. Screw up. This'll be good." Sasuke joked, and Deidara laughed. Hidan grinned. "Hey, you look good." he said, and Itachi nodded a thanks as Sasuke waved, slipping out of the room.

LOL. Enjoy reading, please click on the link!!! XD

2008-12-02T07:51:00.000-08:00

When i said get something pretty for yourself,
I didn't mean a gigolo.
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And the way you've been staring is just too crazy,
Making me want you like you want me,
Be with me tonight,
We'll be together forever till the stars fall.
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Hey everyone ^^
I'm back!!! [and right now i'm kind of wondering where the hell i went.]
Yeah, just to clear some stuff up, i'm still me, i still love chocolate and God, and i still hate pink.

Ok. so anyways, for the past coupleof weeks, i've been pretty busy, I was at church music camp, and then i went to Debate camp, at TJC.

before i recap my past few days, i introduce a new fandom to the world!!!
GENMAxRAIDO AND KAKASHIxIRUKA AND IZUMOxKOTETSU!!!
*insert long squeal here* <(can't be bothered to type it out.) The fanfictions only comes in a six-some, ladies and gentlemen, but 6 hot guys... i mean, psh, the more the merrier, right?? LOL. Would you believe i had a night to actually assigned myself an interuption free night to read these fics? MY GOD. And i bought special chocolate to eat, too. Dairy milk cadbury, and many thanks to Kimberly, who'd bought me a bar of Van Houten almond chocolate, and by the way guys, Almond Gold has got to be one of the best brands of chocolate i have EVER tasted thus far. Either way...

Ok, so about the music camp, i signed up for the vocalist courses, sat in on a couple of other lessons, but i just did the singing ones... on the night of the concert, patrick [that's the guy who taught us] picked me and Elizabeth from another church, the NLCommunityC, to sing a harmony with him. Lol, feels so nice to sing in harmony because we usually just sing in Melody tone.
...
^^
the concert went without a hitch.

Ok, so about the debate camp... well, first day was great, i guess, met a few people and stuff, i could name them, i think... Jasmine, Ara, Aqilah, Ismail, Marshall, Derrick. I think i screwed up the last name, but... yeah. Nevermind. I'll just call him derrick. we played some games, and i was best speaker :D really made me happy.
And then they asked us to prepare for a motion... THBT community service should be made compulsory. they didn't tell us which side, Prop or Opp, we would be on, so we had to prepare stuff for both sides. which sucked T.T I stayed up till past 2 that night, lol. On the second day, this guy, who was so smart as to forget to come on the first day, came. I think he was named Darren. again, not so sure... So on the second day, we debated, and they didin't tell us the results till the third day, and our side of the house won, and i got best speaker ^^ wheeeee... *waves little DOS [debate and oratorical society] flag around* there were 3 best speakers that were mentioned, but one of the facilitators, Aziz, told me later on that in all their opinions, i was the actual best speaker because my form was more shaped up.
But i didn't take part in the exhibition debate... sadly. i stayed up till 4 preparing for that motion. it was ... THW ban the advertising of fast food. which would be easy if it began THBT instead of THW. it makes a huge difference because with THW, you need to incude a solid policy with clauses and penalties, which is HELLA difficult.
And thus i stayed up till 4 preparing for it.
But the next day, they said that the other 2 would be going, because Ismail (second best speaker) was sec 3 this year, and next year he wouldn't be debating, and Aqilah had no debating team at her school so they felt she needed the exposure, since i'm most likely still going to have many chances to compete. So i handed Aqilah my research. Oh well. In the end, i have the cert to show i participated and debated during the camp, so i'm happy :D
Ok everyone, i have to ttyl, bye bye.
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And it's about time you see,
We're not going to be together,
You just gotta keep it all in,
Till you find something else pretty to look at.
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PS, have fun in Japan you!!! Get something pretty cool for yourself XD

2008-11-26T06:49:00.000-08:00

WOW. I haven't posted for a really long time.
well, firstly, the music camp is over. I had a hella fun, and there were alot of things i learnt, and the concert was a success :D I sang a song with the lead singer of Oops Asia and Elizabeth from NLCcommunityC [mine is New Lifr Christian Church, so the second C is different ^^]
Right now i'm involved in a debate camp, held at TJC. I'm being put together in a team with the a guy from Tampines secondary and 2 from Bedok view because i'm the only one from SAC. tomorrow there's going to be a debate. the motion is as follows:
THBT community service should be made optional in schools.
I'm preparing for it right now. Ttyl.

2008-11-17T00:15:00.000-08:00

OKOKOK.
I'm in church now, and i snuck in my laptop XDXDXD *peace sign*
Lol, anyays, I ANNOUNCE I WILL NOT BE DOING ANY MORE QUIZZES FROM NOW ON TILL I FEEL LIKE IT. HAH!!!
Anyways, i've got Vocaloid lessons for the music camp, amnd then there's going to be more practices, it continues onto 22nd, i think. then it's my Debate camp after that... to which i will be going ALONE...
Plus my uncle wants to hire me to help out in his cookie factory.
[Heard of it heard of it? it's called blue Magnolia :]
Anyways, i gotta go now, because i need to finish my 2nd draft of Kokoro, andother song fic after my MattMello one for World Is Mine by Hatsune Miku XDXDXD
And also, i've got my instructors for Vocals coming in soon, i think... and my sister's making a hella noise so i can't concentrate enough to type anyways T.T ...
Ok so with that TTYL XDXDXD

2008-11-14T22:59:00.000-08:00

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4656137/1/Together_By_Accident_Bound_By_Love
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I AM INVINCIBLE I HAVE FINISHED MY YUURI X WOLFRAM KYOU KARA MAOH FANFICTION BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Sorry. Couldn't help it =="
It's an accomplishment to finish a fic for me because usually i'm driven by boredom to NOT finish something. so... yeah 8D
I FINISHED ITTTTTTTT XDXDXDXDXD
And now i will write a D Gray Man one for Melissa. ALLENA OK??!!! I'm just really sorry about the whole popular card thing T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T SORREEEEEEE. I'll dedicate the fic to you T.T
Other than that... nothing's been up recently, actually. school life's been pretty boring. since there is NO school life aside from Debate. OMG DEBATE my debate camp is in 11 days ==" and my music camp is till the 22nd...
Nothing left to say, ttyl.
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You better buck up.
Take initiative, learn.
Stop treating it like it's a game.
I'm sick of shouting.
I'm sick of us picking up your slack.
Buck up.
You're pissing us all off.

2008-11-10T09:46:00.000-08:00

DAMN YOU MELISSA, YOU OWE ME 2 BARS!!!!

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...
1. FINGERS: Sheri

2. CHIN: ssheri [wow. not bad.]

3. ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: sgeri [Dagnabbit.]

4. ELBOW: sheri [Bwahahahaha.]

5. NOSE: sdherri [Hey, i got all the alphabets.]

6. PALM: sheri [The secret, young one, is to use the bit that you can sort of jut out. LOL >:]

1. List four random items you have: A sound headband from naruto, 12 felt tip markers, my cell phone, and an obsession for MELLOXMATT ^^' sorry.

2. Have you ever slept in the back of the car? Yes.

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it? Going to, as Mello's hairdo, but not yet.

4. List four people you look up to the most. Mangakas, Musicians, Pastors [weird, but true...] and Freelance artists.

5. How many pets do you own as of now? None.

6. Which do you prefer? White or Black? BLACK.

7. Who is your most played character? ... I unno'. Sasori?? 0.o

8. Choose one or the other, not both: Being stuck on an island with a friend, or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances.
A friend.

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are. Insane, tempremental and psychotic.

10. If you could have a power what would it be? Telekenisis? Maybe... do elemental abilities count?

11. Who was the last person you talked to? Mum.

12. Who was the last person you said “i love you” to? My dad when he left for China. He's coming back this coming week.

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your head. I EFFING LOVE Matt Mello!!! [Haha, Melissa, rigged your answer!!! XDXDXD]

14. What’s five things you wish you could do better? Drawing my linearts, My fanfictions, Pleasing my parents, Be more outgoing in church, Be a better Christian.

15.Do you like the way you are? I've always known there was alot of room for improvement.

16. Choose, Summer or winter? Winter.

17. Rain or snow? Snow.

18. Water or ice? Ice.

19. List two odd things about yourself.
#1: I like light Yaoi.
#2: I get insane moodswings.

20. Which are two of your bad habits?
I leave remnants of myself around the house. wherever i go there's always something i leave behind like a cup or a book, lol ^^'

21. What’s 1 of your biggest pet peeve? I unno'.

22. Now list 6 people who should do this quiz:
#1: Wan
#2: Kimberly
#3: Kimberly K
#4: Michelle C
#5: ??? [Whoever's free.]
#6: ??? [Whoever's stupid.]

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Japan, Rome or Venice.

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
Work on my Art.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Pfft. No.

4. If you were given a chance to recieve something, what would it be?
Art materials WORTHY of producing a better piece of art??

5. Things you cant live without: Family, Friends and the Church. My bible? MANGA and ANIME. Light YAOI!!!

6. What are you afraid to lose? Everything i've stated in the previous question, i guess.

7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do? Hmm. Save some, spend some, give some, donate some, divide the rest.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future? Freelance artist in my free time is all i know. But i'll have a steady job, in case my free lancing takes a nose dive.

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey: PSYCHOTIC fangirl [which is AMUSING], good artist, innocently unaware of ANYTHING regarding chapter 6 LOL.

10. What makes you happy? Family, Friends, the Church.

11. What type of person do you hate the most: People who look down on me. One day you'll be working for me and my friends, pal!!

12. If you have a super power what would it be? Telekenisis.

13. Would you go for happiness or money? Happiness.

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life? I am SO sick of this question. Look UP.

15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him? No. That's equivalent to suiside. do you think they would have wanted that? you should keep yourself alive FOR him/her, idiot, not die and purposely reduce your lifespan. do useful things so you can actually have something to talk about in heaven.

16. Who's the last person who hugged you? My mum. OMG.

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ? My manga.

18. Who are you close to ? Quite a few people. WAN, Kimberly, Melissa, Adelle...

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him ? Don't like anyone right now.

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ? The beural debate.

21. 8 things that scare you:
-Losing my relationship with God...
-And my family...
-And my friends.
-LACK... OF... CHOCOLATE... [Which i am experiencing NOW dammit!!!]
-Losing my hands so i can't draw.
-MelloMatt dying out OMG NOOOOOOOOOO.
-Losing intelligence...
-And the will to be sarcastic.

22. 8 things that you like/love the most:
-God.
-Family.
-Friends.
-CHOCOLATE OMG.
-Debate.
-MelloXMatt!!! OMG.
-Internet.
-Anime/Manga.

23. 8 important things in my room:
-Bible.
-Paper, pencil, art materials.
-MY CHOCOLATE STASH OMG.
-My clothes?
-Anime stuff...
-My childhood stuff...
-Things my family and friends gave me...
-My... bed?

24. 8 people to do this questionnaire :
-This
-Is
-Cruel
-I
-Will
-Not
-Answer
-This!!!!

-- the rules and regulations
1:Each player of this game starts off with 10 wierd things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2:People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 wierd things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
3:At the end,you need to list down 10 people to be tagged and list down their names.
4:No tag back!
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okay,let's start with rule no.1!
1:I can swear like an ass but i Love God.
2:I believe in not having pre marital sex.
3:I am pretty easily annoyed by people just blocking my way. REALLY ANNOYED.
4:I suck at drawing but i love it.
5:I can face a Huge audience [remember RHD?? LOL.]
6:I can tackle little kids easily.
7:I like Yaoi ^^
8:I am most angry when extremely formal or sarcastic with you.
9:I escaped from Woodbridge.
10:I want life to be a manga. [taken from Melissa XD]

okay,moving on to rule no.3:D
1: I
2: Hate
3: This
4: Stupid
5: Rule
6: And
7: I
8: Will
9: Not
10: Abide!!!
No tagging back please. [No need to worry about that =="]

- 45 OF THE MOST RANDOM THINGS YOU PROBABLY NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT SOMEONE.

What's your name spelt backwards? IREHS [Iris?? 0.o]

What did you do last night? Talk on my cell and read... use the computer.

The last thing you downloaded on your computer? A trial game.

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? TeeHee...

Last time you swam in the pool? Couple of days ago.

What are you wearing? My school's oversized Camp Corrie T Shirt and Adidas shorts.

How many cars have you owned? 17. [Toy ones, dumass.]

Type of music you dislike most? Maybe some of the really old and sappy slow ones.

Have you registered to vote? No. Wish i could, though. God knows there are some idiots in the government.

Do you have a cable? Yes.

What kind of computer do you use? A laptop?

Ever made a prank call? Course.
"Hello?"
"Um... we apologize for the wait, but our driver seems to have ran into an accident... however, we'll send your Kentucky meal for 22 over as soon as possible. However, given the chance, we would like to clarify, 4 of the Cheeseburgers were double, and there were 7 bozes of Mc wings, yes?"
Excuse me??! I never ordered Kentucky!!!"
"Sorry? I can't... you... Hel... Hello? Good damn it... Ricky!!! The phone's down!!"
*Click*
LOLLLLL.

You like anyone right now? Nope.

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Sure, why not?

Furthest place you have ever travelled? Egypt.

What's your favourite comic strip? Matt Mello Deathnote XDXDXD

Do you know all the words in the national anthem? Yes...

Shower morning/night? Usually in the afternoon and one right before i sleep.

Best movie you've seen in the past month? I unno'.

Favourite pizza toppings? Hawaiin... which is ham and pineapple?

Chips or popcorn? Potato Chips XD

What cell phone provider do you have? Starhub.

Have you smoked peanut shells? YES!!! LOL.

Have you been in a beauty pageant? No, wtf??!

Orange juice or apple? Apple, more so.

Who was the last people you sat at lunch with? Hmm... My family. Not all of them... but my family.

Favourite chocolate bar? HERSHEYS COOKIES AND CREAM OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

Who is your longest friend and how long? I think Wan!!! Omg =="

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
About 3 days ago?

Have you ever won a trophy?
Yeah, pretty long ago.

Favourite arcade game?
I would say shooting ones in general.

Ever ordered from a informecial?
... Nooo.......... *hides*

Sprite/7up?
I prefer 7-up.

Have you ever worn a uniform to school/work?
Pfft. duh.

Last thing you bought from walgreen?
Wtf is Walgreen? A supermarket? Last one i went to was NTUC. And i bought Chocolate, thanks.

Ever thrown up in pubic?
Yeah. And on PURPOSE, too >:D

Would you rather be a millionaire or find true love?
True love. But not now. Right now the millions could be more handy.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.

Spongebob or jimmy neutron?
Yeah... Spongebob rocks on Forever.

Did you have long hair when you were a kid?
Yeah... SHUT UP.

What message is in your voicemail machine?
It's just the default one.

Where do you feel like going right now?
The Singapore Flyer. I know, weird, huh.

What's your name of your pet?
I unno'. I'll let you know when i get one.

What kind of back pack do you have and what's in it?
I got a black slingbag. All my shit like books and stuff, i guess.

What do you think of most?
I unno'. God. Life. Afterlife. Art.

2008-11-09T21:08:00.000-08:00

Melissa, you know i hate these things!!!
Damn you, you owe me CHOCOLATE you asshat!!!!
><
I posted a Mello Matt fanfiction on my account on fanfiction.net.
And i'm working on another one!!! LOL.
And Allen, Lavi and Kanda are in my next Mello Matt as Matt's friends :D
LOL Melissa READ IT XDXDXD

RULES:1. Put Your iTunes/Windows Media Player/ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?”
Kiss Kiss [pfft........]
2.How would you describe yourself?
American idiot [WOW.]
3.What do you like in a girl/guy
Bad Boy [LOL hell yeah XDXDXD]
4.How do you feel today?
Gimme More [==" .....]
5.What is your life’s purpose?
Boom Boom Boom Boom [My life purpose is to blow Up SHIT... bwahahaha... excellent.]
6.What is your motto?
If you were gay [OMG LOL]
.7. What do your friends think of you?
Rockstar [Wtf, NO!!!]
8. What do you think of your parents?
I'll make a man out of you [Does this mean i think they're pathetic? ==" i do, actually LOL]
9.What do you think about very often?
Men in Black [YES I DO THINK ABOUT THE AKATSUKI VERY OFTEN OMG THEY RUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUULE!!!!!]
10.What is 2 + 2?
Year 3000 [Haha I can't count, lol??]
11.What do you think of your best friend?
A girl worth fighting for [Omg lol, not in that way XDXD but in a friendly way hell yeah >:]
12.What do you think of the person you like?
Servant of Evil. [Same as Melissa XD LOL But i don't have someone i like, right now...]
13.What is your life story?
The world is mine [OMG the result is the same as Melissa's!!!]
14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Toxic [HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA that will help me in future XD]
15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Start the Party [... Lol.]
16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Hasta La Vista [I'm leaving on my honeymoon, lol!!!]
17.What will they play at your funeral?
I'm Blue [LOL OMG SO APPROPRIATE LOL]
18.What is your hobby/interest?
Hit it Hard [OMG NO I'M NOT EVEN I GUY HOW CAN I HAVE YAOI sex AS MY HOBBY??!! lol.]
19.What is your biggest fear?
Disturbia [Huh??! 0.o]
20.What is your biggest secret?
Sakura Kiss [I've kissed SAKURA??!!!?! OMG NUUUUUU!!!! lololololololololololol.]
21.What do you think of your friends?
Do you like Pancakes [8D LOL!!!]
22.What will you post this as?
Breaking the Habit [This doesn't even make sense =="]

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Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
- I don't have a favourite spot =="

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Finishing a couple of sketches, touching up my fanfictions.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
-... I don't remember. Lol!!

How often do you see your ex?
- One sided relationships don't count. I have no ex ^^

Would you ever donate blood?
- Sure. I seem to have alot of it.

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-...I guess, yeah.

Do you want someone dead?
- ... Yes. Certainly.

What does your last text message say?
- Checking... It has crack lyrics of the yaoi song Hit it Hard LOL.

What are you thinking about right now?
- Hitting my astronomy books.

Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- Yes.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
- What are you talking about, i went to sleep at 4 this morning =="

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
- I think Australia.

Is someone on your mind right now?
- Mello and Matt? Wondering how to continue from the band scene...

Who was the last person to text you?
- Adelle.

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- ...No way. I don't even get enough chocolate T.T

10 people to tag.
1. Wan
2. Kimberly P
3. Michelle C
4. Kimberly K
5. Jean
6. Melissa [HaHA i'm cheating XD]
7. [I'm cheating again. I can't think of anyone] MELLO bwahahahahaha
8. ... L???
9. Near
10. Matt

20. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
{Kim P} ... Let's not raise it.

19. Is 3 a male or a female?
{Michelle} HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA male. NO I'M KIDDING!!! ZOMG!!! *dodges tomato of doom*

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
{Mello Matt} OMG DON'T GET STARTED LOLOLOL YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXD

21. How about 5 and 8?
{Jean and L} HAHAHA Lol, i think Jean would LOVE that lol, but I CLAIM MATT MELLO NEAR AND L!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

22. What is number 1 studying about?
{Wan} "HOW TO PISS YOUR PARENTS OFF AND GET AWAY WITH IT #1" ... lol, kidding XD I'm not sure ^^

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
As in phone, or text, or MSN or face to face?? 0.o

24. Is number 4 single?
{Kim K} I unno'. Maybe >:] in which case... her number is ********!!! LOL.

25. Say something about number 2.
{Kim P} SHE'S MY AWESOME EMO PARTNER!!! XDXDXD

26. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
{Michelle and Melissa} ... PFFT.

27. Describe number 9.
{Near} extremely intellectual, has a wide array of toys, enjoys solving puzzles and is the second L. particularly dislikes being forced to mix with other children. ALBINO :D and he has white hair that's soft and fluffy ^^

28. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
{Mello and Melissa} I'll beat Melissa up :D
Lol, Matt would have done that first anyway XD

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#1 Who is on your mind right now? it's not a who, unless you count anime characters =="

#2 What was the last thing you said to anyone? "Hnn. I'll get it done."

#3 If you had one last drop of medication left in this world, and both your lover and your best friend is ill, who would you give it to? Best friend.

#4 What time did you go to bed last night? I slept at 4 this morning.

#5 What is right next to you? A cup of ice, a pair of scissors, a chopping knife and many other sharp instruments capable of killing a 10 year old.

#6 Why are you doing this? I'm bored, and Melissa won't bring me to Mage if i don't do this =="

#7 What’s going to happen in 5 minutes? I'll still be doing this quiz.

#8 What’s the best thing you have ever tasted? Hard to say.

#9 What contents are in your bag right now? I don't have a bag... but if i look into the nearest one, my bible, a noteboom and my... OMG THAT'S WHERE MY CHOCOLATE WENT BASTARD!!!!

#10 What school do you go to? SACSS.

#11 What year are you in? 2nd, 3rd next year.

#12 How many subjects are you taking? 7, i think.

#13 What are they? I couldn't care less. [LITERATURE HISTORY ENGLISH.................] =="

#14 Are you worried about anything today? Whether i'll be able to meet my deadlines.

#15 What were your plans for today? Slacking?

#16 Where do you want to be right now? MAGE. Hella more interesting.

#17 Craving for anything right now? MY CHOCOLATE!!!!!!

#18 What’s the last thing on your mind right now? My deadlines, eff you you just brought it up ASSHOLE.

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Q)If you married the person you last texted?
( Adelle ) We're straight ==" LOL.

Q)What did you do today?
Ate breakfast for lunch, studied, commed.

Q)What is one fact about the last person who called you?
( Adelle ) ... She's really nice? :D but she's... ok nevermind =="

Q)How old were you when you lost your first tooth?
8 and a half.

Q)Last time you were on the phone?
Today.

Q)What's for dinner?
Never cared till the time came.

Q)Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
Nope.

Q)How many e-mail addresses do you have?
4.

Q)Last time you washed your hair?
A couple hours ago.

Q)Do you like Oreo?
Yeah, sure.

Q)Can you ice skate?
Yes, but i'll come out of the rink with a wet ass.

Q)Do you have a brother?
No... 2 sisters.

Q)Do you know how to change a diaper?
Yeah... Lol.

Q)Do you keep a planner?
Nope.

Q)What kind of mood are you in?
I'm going to KILL Melissa for tagging me with this quiz, so murderous would be the one.

Q)Who was the last person that helped you stop crying ?
Nobody. I stopped on my own.

Q)If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
Raphinas seems appealing at the moment, for some reason... =="

Q)Would you move to another country to be with the one you love?
We'll see.

Q)Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
NO..... wtf??!

Q) Are you afraid of falling in love?
No. Yes. I don't know.

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Name?: Sheri Tan.

Age?: 14.

Hair color?: Black-brown

Happy with it?: Wish i had dark blonde hair like Mello ==" Or Auburn Red hair like Matt!!!

Eye color?: Brown.

Happy with it?: I would love Blue or Green eyes!!! [Mello has blue, Matt had green ^^ turquoise and emerald, to be precise =="]

If not, what would you change it to?: I just said this!!!

Skin color?: ??? Fair??

Favorites

Color?: Black and Red.

Food?: CHOCOLATE.

Animal?: ... Wolf, snake...

Website?: tequila-freeze.blogspot.com?

Fast food?: KFC.

Activity?: Reading Manga, watching anime and drawing, fanfiction-ing and weird random stuff like that. blog hopping, maybe...

TV Show?: hmm... don't know.

Actor?: Don't know. like actresses...

Actress?: ...All the good ones died out. sadly.

Movie?: Can't decide.

Shoe brand?: I unno'.

Board Game?: SCRABBLE I WILL PWN YOU XDXDXD lol. kidding.

Video Game?: Hmm... hard to say. there are some really good ones now.

Usernames?: SuiSide, Karin Isuzu, Ayane Makoto, Hasana Moriyuki. [mostly just the first 2.]

On Bzoink?: what the eff is that? =="

On LiveJournal?: Not TELLING [cause i don't got one >:] LOL.

On Blurty?: ... the site neames just get stupider and dumber now, huh.

On Neopets?: I cancelled my ACC.

This or That

Coke or Pepsi?: Coke.

Black or White?: Black.

Summer or Winter?: Winter.

Spring or Fall?: Fall

Mountains or Plains?: Mountains.

Rock or Pop?: Rock.

Jeans or Khackis?: Jeans.

Shorts or Capris?: Capris.

Message Boards or E-mail?: Emails.

Some good friends or a lot of bad ones?: Some good.

TV or computer?: Computer.

Cordless phone or cell?: Cell.

MSN or AIM?: MSN

Survey or Quiz?: Quiz.

Pink or Red?: Red.

Christmas or Easter?: Christmas.

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01. What have you been doing recently?
THIS.

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
At night, before sleeping.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
??? I was sleeping.

04. When did you last cry?
I unno'. a really long time ago.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
No.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Not very sure.. Good question.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I'll put up my hood. i can't be bothered.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Manga? Anime stuff.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Black shorts.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
IT's one of them chain mail things. I swear "love" comes in a freaking hallmark card now. it's lost its meaning. how sad.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Don't think so. If we're both co-operating.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No... psh.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
House Bunny.

14. What are you proud of?
My visions of Art. My ability to deal with kids and NOT blow up.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Sorry if this text woke you up. =="

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Kokoro.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Sher.

18. What does your last received text message say?
lol, scared of me? =="

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
OMG this is like the 4th time... I WENT TO SLEEP THIS MORNING.

20. Are you currently happy?
Good question, again.

21. Who gives you best advice?
God.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I hate whipped cream.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Melissa, Addelle, an idiot.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
MY DEADLINES.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Kaito's World is Mine version XD

26. Do you wear toe socks?
No, wtf.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Adelle =="

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yeah...

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Hmm... I'm not telling. you see if you can find it. [IMMATURITY] DAMNED PERSONALITY DISORDER!!!

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
No.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No... *shifts*

32. What is the colour of your room?
It's pretty beige.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Nope.

34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
Yes.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Me??! Wtf?

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Adelle, then she poked me. LOL.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
No.

38. Do you have a life?Do u have a brain?
Yes, asshole.

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didnt die?
No, WTF?!?! Lol.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song??
I don't have one =="

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
... Mello and Matt. SHUT UP.

42. Last time you smiled?
About 20 minutes ago?

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes.

44. What are you listening right now ?
Circus of the dark woods.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nope.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open. You?

47. Is there a quote you live by?
... Like in the first quiz, If You Were Gay?? LOL kidding. close people should know.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
No.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
The recorder, the keyboard, the piano...

50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
... Agreeing to increase my study time.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Devotions with my mother.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Yes.

53. What song best describe your love life?
I don't have one right now.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I don't like anyone right now.

55. Who always make you laugh?
Not many people...Wan, Mel, Kim, Dell?

56. Do you speak other language other than English?.
Chinese, Japanese.

57. Favourite website?
DA and Fanfiction. Youtube.

58. What's your middle name?
None.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
... Buying chocolate?

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Family. Friends. Church people.

62. Where have you been today?
Home only, so far. I'm becoming a hermit.

63. What game do you play often?
The game of life. Not the boardgame. the real deal. And scrabble. Reversi. Thinking games.

64. Who are you missing right now?
I claim my rights not to disclose this information.

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
Friends.

66. What are you doing right now?
This quiz.

67. Which primary school are you from?
St Anthony's Canossian Primary.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Black red, silver.

69. What emotion you like to show?
Calm... keep your cool.

70. What is your life to you?
Beginning to get interesting... it's all a game. there's always the hazard of losing, but it's the thrill that keeps you going.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Flop on my bed and punch something.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Didn't today.

73. Who do you admire most?
Manga artists.

74. Which month are you born in?
March.

75. How are you feeling right now?
Annoyed with this thing.

76. What is the time now?
2:20pm.

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is??
Melissa? insane fangirl.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
Temp spray dye, red.

79. Why are you doing this test?
I'm bored.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Read manga and draw, just be by myself, take a midnight walk sometimes.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
Dunno. Life just flows.

82. Who is more important to you?
Family, Friends, Manga and Anime, My art.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
Pray. Say bye bye, invite as many people as possible to the evangelistic outreach and hope i can trust them to go after i leave.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Hmm... good question.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes. It's proven.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
I unno'. Something to do with my art, probably.

87. What is your goal for this year?
To CUT MY HAIR LIKE MELLO'S BEFORE SCHOOL.

88. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yeah... but only one guy can love us like that. he's not here, he's up there.

89. What feeling do you love most?
I unno'. Pain.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yeah.

91. What feeling you hate the most?
Boredom.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes.

93. Do you believe in God?
Yes. Very much.

94. Who cares for you most?
Family, church and friends.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family ,friends... Manga, Anime...

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Atomic bomb, airborne epidemics and nuclear bombshells.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Too many things..

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Lonely. It's game over from there.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
Happened. Been there done that.

100.HOW DO YOU FEEL NOW?
I AM SO SICK OF THIS CRAP AND I'M EFFING GLAD IT'S OVER.
SCREW.
YOU.
MELISSA.

2008-11-08T05:44:00.000-08:00

You changed your address?
^^
Ok then ^^
I'll relink you real soon :D
I'm sick of having to go to Kim's blog to visit your blog anyway =="
LOLLLLLLL :D I miss hanging out...
Let's go out soon, yeah? XD
We'll make arrangements soon,
<3 SuiSide
Ps, I'm sorry. I'll stray from everyone for you, if it'll make you happy...

First of all, the definitions of today's post.
I'm going to be in no way partial [biased] toward either parties. It will be my onus [responsibility] to explain the situation that took place from a third person's [I am not in eithable to clarify it by asking either party about their version of the ster parties] point of view.
This is how I, was viewing the situation. I assure everyone i was of sound body and mind and that I am doing this of my own will and no one is holding a double B to my head or threatening to break it with a brick [...or something like that].
If either side views this post, you are free to clarify my views with the person on your side.
The people involved in the situation:
@liang
@brian
@christina

#fiona
#kimberly

@#me
*Informal comments will be added in these: [ ~ ]

Alright, now that we have established the ground ruled of the post, i will begin explaining the situation. This may be offensive, but i hope, in no way partial.
Firstly, i would like to apologize for breaking anyone's spirit. It is, truely, and i'm being serious here, a guilt factor on my part. If you post the following code into your blog, i will pray for you ^^ : 4h8k1vjks9mwsik007sn3y
It's like this.
At that point in time, Kimberly had still liked Liang, but for Brain's sake, she had agreed to go to a meeting at Suntec City, where me, Fiona, Liang, him and her, a girl named Jessie and a guy named Roy, and a friend of ours [me and kimberly], were attending. [Yeah, that's 9 or 10 of us...]
The meeting was only supposed to have me, Kim, Brian, Fiona and Liang, but in the end, the group kind of... increased in number... Sorry. Don't know why, but i guess i'll just apologize for the rest of us, who invited extra people. [0.o]
Liang had planned on confessing his feelings for Fiona at the meeting itself. [Which explained why Kimberly was so unwilling to go, and why she asked me to go along with her.] It is supposed that Fiona had an inkling to his feelings for her, but that's not confirmed. Don't bust her ass on it. [seriously. Kimberly will kill ME for it.]
Anyways, the meeting was supposed to involve everyone, but in the end, Liang and Brian actually avoided conversation, i suppose it was a little bit of some of our faults, since we didn't attempt much conversation with them... Sorry.
Anyway... after lunch, we kind of lost them, somehow... i think it was when we went to Toys R Us. [we're all kids at heart, ney? ^^] Anyway, after that, we didn't really... notice... because they weren't really... well, they didn't seem to enjoy our company, so to speak, so Liang and Brian were mostly talking among themselves. It was highly likely we ran off without them, or they strayed from the group, or something like that. [I'm pretty sure it was when we were at Toys R Us...] Sorry if it seemed like we didn't want your company. Really. I guess we should have involved you some.
Ok, now, for the important part.
Well, after we came out of Toys R Us, Jessie wanted to see a bag that she had seen earlier. So we went back to the store, and Fiona got an SMS from Brian, and he asked her to meet him outside Toys R Us, i think. And somehow, she seemed strangely against it, and after the day, this gave me the impression, which was later confirmed in time, that she does not reciprocate Liang's feelings toward her. [It was speculation at the time, but it isn't now.] I'm sorry. The truth is, however, the truth. I'm simply saving her the arduous task of typing it out. Besides, Fiona was always incredibly [and sorry.. annoyingly, at times...] afraid of telling the truth if it hurts.
Everyone should stop blaming others. The bottomline is that right now, Fiona isn't interested in a relationship with anyone else other than this one guy, and Kimberly or me had nothing to do with her choice, even if we disapprove or approve. COUGHI, for one, DiSaPpRoVe.COUGH She just had her eyes on someone else. It's not her fault, the guy's fault, Liang's fault, My fault or Kimberly's fault. Life sucks like that. You can't technically blame anyone.
Either way, Fiona called, well, SMSed me, and of course, much as i confess, i dislike wasting my time helping her, I decided it would be kind of mean to ignore the sms... so in the end, i just...
I don't know, I was very impulsive. I apologize. For not thinking it through. I would have done something similar, but at least stuck around to explain, if i was thinking right.
In the end, the rest of the time was slightly unsettling, and Liang and Brian left the group. They SMSed one of us to say so, i think. I didn't see who it was. The rest of us didn't really know what to do, so i suggested watching a movie to ease the tension. [The house bunny was good, V funny, everyone should watch it, by the way :]
And after that, we all left the place. But we did glimpse a pair that looked Liang and Brian-ish, but they left before we could confirm. I guess we'll just take their word for it, that they left when they said they did.
I never spared a thought to the situation later on, till i saw several posts on different posts. I have been kept updated about the situation, but i haven't really done anything to intervene, such as calling any of the parties to "discuss battle plans" or something, and i haven't smsed either.
Alright.
No one should be blamed, ok?
Kimberly was blamed because she happened to be in love with Liang while he liked Fiona, so naturally Liang thought Kimberly must have implemented thoughts of immense hatred toward him in Fiona's brain. I assure you, all of this was self-observed. Fiona hated the way you treated Kimberly. Sorry if i sound harsh.
I was blamed because i helped Fiona, who requested help. I decided to go along with it for a simple reason; I was bored.
I treat many things like a game. Manipulating things to my advantage is pretty fun to me, it's like when you pick up a boomerang, you don't use it as a gun, you use it as a boomerang. Making use of what you have and its best advantage to defeat the opponent. Like David and Goliath, all David got was a slingshot, but he managed to K.O. the giant. [That reference was from the Bible, by the way.] That was just cool. At the time, i happened to know slightly more about Fiona than Liang, so anything i know less would automatically be "the enemy". So naturally, i helped Fiona. I wouldn't help someone i don't know.
That's all there is to it. I helped because i was bored. Does it answer questions?
No?
Oh well.
That's how it looked to me, the situation as an overall. That's exactly how the day went, minus several unimportant details.
Have a happy time evaluating this.

Wan?
Please don't be mad.
<3>

2008-11-06T08:00:00.001-08:00

Prelude by self:
"The circus of the dark woods is fun, if you understand it...
everyone was trapped,
trapped to the circus of dark woods.
children, women and men,
all were trapped.
ring master,
was very very tall.
see the casts of the circus,
they are all distorted.
watch the twins joined at the neck,
the diva-deformed lady and the blue beast.
see,
how fun it is at the circus of the dark woods!!
don't look at me,
i never asked to be given life.
why do you cast such eyes upon me,
my face... decaying.
but we shall go on,
what fun it is at the circus of the dark woods!!!
painful she says,
too painful.
a rotten fruit,
festering skin feeds the melting eye.
fow fun how fun,
fun is the circus of the dark woods!
i want to escape,
i want to escape.
run away,
from the circus of the dark woods.
run run away forever,
forever.
but did not someone once say,
"it's impossible to run"?
how fun...
how fun is the circus of the dark woods."

Actual lyrics:
In a woods
Deep,deep inside
It exist.
That circus.
The chairman,
Big eyes and
A tall height.
Ten meter.
Casts are
All distorted.
Forms are
Strange though
QuiteFun,
it is
At the circus in dark woods.
A two-heads' sideshow
A diva of by-form as 2nd and
That thing that eats cold-things
That blue beast...
See....Never was hoped for.
Given life (in) this body.
Why do people watch me with such eyes
Her face,decaying.
It's painful
It's too painful
She said.
Yet the circus goes on.
How fun.
How fun.
This circus is fun.
A rotten fruit
To that melting eye
Festered skin reflects.
I want to die.
I want to die.
Please get me out of here.
"That's impossible", that
I think somebody said it before...

2008-11-06T06:58:00.000-08:00

http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1734608/SuiSide
My New Fanfiction Dot Net ACC!!! :D
Now... to actually post something... =="
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2008-11-05T18:07:00.000-08:00

I just finished a story titles Obsession, It's really good ^^
Matt and Mello, Near and OC.
I have my own OC :D
LOL She appeared in a 78 chapter Naruto fanfiction i did when i was 11 or 12.
It was on quizilla, but the site got upgraded and sucked, so i took it off =="
I'm still getting mail from the sloooooooooooooooooow people who JUST realized i took it down last year ==" ...
But hell, i miss the fan mail i used to get.
'Wow, Ayane, you're really good at writing stories!! Could you take a look at mine??! :.Link.:'
BASTARDS.
Lol, but sometimes, to be nice, i'd take a look at a chapter and tell them i looked it over and give comments based on the basics that i could infer. Haha.
Still, i think the story i made was goddamned difficult to carry off, because it was a crossover between GET THIS OMG: Naruto, Harry Potter and Pirates of the Caribbean.
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D8 D8 D8 D8 D8 D8 D8 D8
Drafts were an ASS i swear =="
Oh well. I've managed to remember alot about my OC anyways :D
Err...
Let's see.

Name: Micala Sakurako [Something like that 0.o]
Alias: Silence
Village: Hidden Sound
Age: 14, progresses to 16.

Likes: Training, Sushi, and Hotsprings.

Dislikes: Flirtacious girls COUGH:.sakura ino.:COUGH, Obeying stupid instructions, Fighting for no cause and Bitter remedies to poisons.

Steady boyfriend: Gaara
Best friends: Hinata and Temari
Described as: Intimidating, Powerful, Pitiful.

Background:
Sakurako was a powerful clan in the Hidden Sound, once. Micala, for one, was hopelessly devoted to Orochimaru. However, one day, 2 members of the clan were found engaging in activities against the village. Orochimaru declared war against the people of the Sakurako clan. As they neared the house, the family formed a barrier and sealed the age old spirit of Anko, passed down from generation to generation in the Clan, in Micala's body. Micala was the next in line for the leading of the Sakurako clan, but she had to be taken away from the house as soon as possile in order to be kept alive. Her older brother, Shuri, escaped and they became nomads, wandering from place to place and changing destinations regularly so as to ensure not being caught. Micala was 11 when she left the house.
2 months to her 12th birthday, they were chanced upon by the Akatsuki. Micala accepted a proposal to the group, but on the condition she was able to use her alias and Shuri was able to accompany her. Shuri was a Jewel Caster, who was able to work well with spiritual beings, and the Akatsuki accepted him as well. Micala began to call herself Silence.
At 14, Silence and Shuri left Akatsuki as members, but continued to meet up occasionally with the members.
While wondering around, Shuri made the decision to try their luck with a new life as Ninja's. Although against the judgement, Silence decided anything was worth it, and gave it a shot.
Within a week, Silence was made an Anbu.
Within a fortnight, Silence was in the Black pearl.
Within 3 weeks Silence was in Hogwarts.
At Hogwarts [SHUT UP. I WAS 12.], Silence went through lessons and developed the 4 arrows and 2 fits technique [the Believe, the Thine, the Twine, the Control, the Key and the Lock] on her own, perfecting her control of the sorceress Anru, and the 4 elements she weilded.
Within half a year, Silence Died in a battle between the Ninja's and Voldermolt.

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SHUT UP. I WAS 12!!!!! TO CARRY OFF AND ACTUALLY FINISH A STORY LIKE THAT WAS A MISSION, OK ==" BUT IT WAS FUN XDXDXD I WANNA WRITE SOME MORE :D MAYBE I'LL REWRITE THE STORY AND POST IT ON FANFIC.NET XDXDXD

2008-11-05T05:52:00.000-08:00

I was at Melissa's house today...
She cut her hair like Leenalee ^^ It looks nice, Melissa, chill.
[She was freaked out because it is SO SHORT now.]
And i wanted to cut my hair but they didn't let me...
Cause i wanted my hair like Mihael's, and they said i couldn't cut it for another 2 months cause' it's too short to style T.T
BASTARDS.
I WANNA CUT MY HAIR LIKE MIHAEL!!!!
Lol. So i'll cut my hair right before school then?
Oh well.
Today, i ate 2 hershey bars, 7 packets of cha cha, 3 ferrero and 2 boxes of choco mint?
I think that's it...
Err... make that 8 packets of cha cha ^^'
Tagged by Melissa =="
GOD I HATE THESE QUIZZES.

1.Do you have secrets?
Obviously, god this is stupid. I'm only doing this for Melissa.

2.Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Why not? Be hard core cause life's all about love.
The best use of Life is Love. The best expression of Love is Time and the best Time to Love is Now.

3.Do you enjoy going to school?
I'll KICK YOUR ASS!!!

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
I don't know. Get my parents a trip to Rome and allow them to renew their wedding vows, bribe my sister to come home, get my other sister sound proofing for her room and a drumset used by Paramore once, blah blah blah. Buy a course for Art for myself, keep some of it. The rest would go to charities and foundations.

5.Would you fall in love with your best friend?
Erm ==" No??? ._________."

6.List out your current 30 favourite songs.
-*The world is mine http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JW-bFg06Qgc
-*The world is mine [Kaito's] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IUkyNE40Qc
-If you were gay http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chmaWXbTV9o
-Here come the men in black http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uliw4ILGN1o
-Break the ice http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5KDA0myXCw
-Doubt and trust http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PO6-fu0THS8
-Lesson number one http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MmosnKzbbI
-Houki boshi http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5F_5qLdW4I&feature=related
-Cantarella http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJvRHPESov4&feature=related

-**Daughter of evil http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-ghPx-A-O0
-**Servant of evil http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7m7BZGaMa4&NR=1
-Stranger like me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjW9kB7RvRY
-AmericaAO http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2AqTwCzsfJg
-Toxic http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ic3oq6CcIZg
-I'll make a man out of you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvRI78tB4WI
-Kokoro http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKQ9As5BwzE
-Gimme more http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuYx-H-YI_g
-Sexyback http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xC0_k3bX0OU
-Disturbia http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhRVYEpiOTA
-Circus of the Dark Woods http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fig2uYoLgRE
-I'm blue http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qg-V2wGsl5g
-Faint http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C0lfZ3pwXEk
-Boom boom boom boom http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xrFx7LTLD0
-Breathe http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4L2z4W5qZss
-Hard trancebeat http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7W-8gyOh-dA&feature=related
-~~Check~~ This is why i'm hot http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9X7iOCizSZQ

7.Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved?
I would say both were of equal importance.

8.If the person you like is secretly attached,what would you do?
I'd let him get on with it. I'm in no position to make commitments myself in the first place, and i don't want to make him wait for me. Let him have a happy life.

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Chocolate. Lots and Lots of CHOCOLATE.

10.Do you have any regrets?
I didn't get to cut my hair today...

11.How do you find yourself in ten years time?
10, huh... A freelance artist in spare time, with a stable part time in the other hand, hopefully. I don't have to be exceptionally rich, as long as i get by. I'm easy. But making it to free lancing art would be a priority.

12.Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family, Friends.

13.What kind of person do you think tagged you is?
Fuck on a stick, run before she gets you D8

14.Would you rather be rich and married or single and poor?
Single and Rich. It would suffice. Too many rushed marriages nowadays.

15.What are your favourite colours?
Black and red. Maybe silver and white.

16.Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
It still depends on the thing. But i would, in theory, forgive. But probably never forget. I have selective photographich memory.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
I don't know. I skip. Start and shit and your ass is grass, quizzie.

20.Choose three people to do this quiz.
Kimberly, Kimberly and Kimberly.
LOLLLLL.

My gosh it's over =="
Yeah, it was tremendous bother to get all the links, use them wisely, kids. I would recommend watching If you were gay, because it features light yagami and is very well made XDXDXD
The song is hilarious.
Songs with *'s go together according to the number of *'s before the song.
Daughter of evil and Servant of evil pair is very touching, the story.
Listen to houki Boshi, the people playing it on the flute are V impressive, i must say.
Circus of the dark woods is NICE.
~BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM!!! I want you in my room, gonna spend the night together, from now until forever~ XDXD ;D Vair cute song.
Kakashi will make a man out of you :D
So that you can battle the Akatsuki in Black XDXD
Figure out which songs i'm talking about ^^
Ta'.

2008-11-04T08:33:00.001-08:00

This is only for Maxine.

7 things that scare me:
-Falling away from God [Shut up. I do care about religion.]
-Losing my abilities
-Losing the ART OF ENGLISH
-Not being able to speak sarcastically like
-Being alone
-NO CHOCOLATE OMG NO WAYYYYYYYY
-Loss of intelligence

7 things I love the most:
-GOD
-Family
-Friends
-Intelligence
-YAOI OMG OMG OMG XDXDXD
-The art of SARCASM
-ART. ART is AWESOME
-CHOCOLATECHOCOLATECHOCOLATECHOCOLATE...

7 important things in my room:
-My Bible
-My red and black CLAD closet
-My Art materials
-OMG OMG OMG MY CHOCOLATE STASH [Shut. Up.]
-~~~Mu...sic's, In... Mah SOUL~~~ Music
-My cellphone?
-My Laptop.

7 random facts about me:
-I am a Christian [Loud and Proud, people XD Loud and Proud.]
-Traditional Emo
-Enjoys learning about stuff beneficial to my FUTURE
-I WILL talk to you in the MOST SARCASTIC manner ever, if i want to.
-I AM ADDICTED TO CHOCOLATE GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT? NO I DIDN'T THINK SO IF YOU DO BACK OFF, BEACH. [I did, deliberately, spell that wrong. My parents happen to be lecturing me in the room right now.]
-I love to DRAW [linearts, mostly ^^]
-I have an inferiority complex. There. I've said it. And people who are going to comment how egotistical i usually am, you don't know the half of me, so shut it right now.

7 things I cannot do:
-Stray from God.
-Fly. [But all the girlies say, i'm pretty fly, for a white guy XDXDXDXDXD lol.]
-GO WITHOUT CHOCOLATE OMG.
-Stop being SARCASTIC.
-Quit wearing Red and black or liking the colour.
-Live without ART and MANGA and ANIME.
-Please everyone.

7 things that I say the most:
-For the love of...
-OMG, f*ck on a stick. [Rarely, actually, but in my brain, V-often.]
-Start any shit and your ass is grass. [I say this with my EYES.]
-Freaking moron.
-Uhhhhh huuuhhhh.............. *stares*
-Good for you.
-........................ [Silence can convey a thousand swear words.]

7 things I recently listened to:
-Gimme More
-Break the Ice
-Piece of Me [GOD, A BRITNEY SPEARS STREAK??! I NEED TO CHANGE THE SONG.]
-Man in Black [Lol, Akatsuki version XDXDXD]
-I don't dance (HSM) [WTF?!?!!?!!?]
-Prelude 12/21
-*inserts every curse word in existence*

7 movies/dvd I recently watch:
-Hitman [omg i LOVE this movie.]
-Oceans 11 [11 was the Best.]
-Oceans 13
-The House Bunny
-Harry Potter, Prisoner of Azkaban
-Pirates of the Caribbean, Curse of the Black Pearl
-Pirates of the Caribbean, At World's End

7 favourite singer:
-Paramore
-Prodigy
-Linkin Park
-Some random Japanese artists
-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
-Eminem?
-Hillsong United

7 people I tag to do the quiz:
-Wan
-Melissa
-Stacy [even if she's not gonna see this XD]
-Jean
-Deborah
-Kimberly Koh
-Michelle Chiong XDXDXD [Although i don't think she'll see it either =="]
FUCK ON A STICK IT'S OVER XDXDXD CHOCOLATE!!!!!
[This was actually done a couple of days earler, but i had to republish it because my computer was being an asshole and pms-ing, if it is in fact, a girl, but i didn't have time to do so earlier because i'm working on an Itachi and Kisame comic ^^ ttyl.]

2008-11-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

*Edward walks into the living room and sees Emmett on the computer, crying*
Edward: *to Jasper, who is sitting nearby* Oh god, they didn’t take Charlie’s kidney again, did they?
Jasper: Who knows. I hope not. Remember what happened LAST time?
Edward: Ugh, I don’t even want to think about it.
Jasper: Yeah. Those horses will never be the same again. *shivers* So, what is wrong with you, Emmett?
Emmett: *sniffle* They…don’t…like…us…
Jasper: What?
Edward: Oh no they didn’t!
Jasper: What?
Emmett: Yes they did!! *still crying*
Jasper: What? What did they do?
Edward: How could they say things like that?
Jasper: Say things like WHAT?!
Emmett: I know…it’s so hurtful.
*Emmett gets hit in the head with a spoon*
Emmett: Hey! *points at Jasper* He just threw a spoon at me.
Edward: Now that’s not right.
Emmett: I know! Put him in time out.
Edward: No, I mean, he should have thrown a fork at you. I mean we do live in Forks.
Jasper: Aw darn pooten. You’re right.
Edward: It’s okay. You’ll do better the next time, young grasshopper.
Emmett: Heh heh, he called you a tiny bug thing.
Jasper: *growl* Anyway…like I was saying. *clears throat* WHAT WERE YOU GUYS TALKING ABOUT?
Edward: Geez, calm down…
Jasper: *practicing calming exercises*
Emmett: Oh, they said they…didn’t. Like. Us. *sob*
Jasper: Who?
Edward: These wierdos on a thing called deviantART.
Jasper: DeviantART? What the heck is a deviantart?
Edward: Like I know. But apparently it doesn’t like us.
Jasper: Well. That’s depressing.
Emmett: They don’t even know us!!!
Jasper: Racist fricken vampire haters.
Edward: Yeah. What’re we going to do about it?
*the three ponder the possibilities*
Edward: I know! Let’s just go talk with them like civil human beings.
Jasper: O_O You’re joking, right?
Edward: Well, no. But what you’re planning is out of the question.
Jasper: *pout*
Emmett: Hmm…gasp! I know!
Edward: Sigh. No.
Jasper: Oh be quiet, you. I want to hear his plan since mine is “out of the question.”
Emmett: Well, since they don’t like us, and they obviously don’t like all the sweet art of me--I mean us…then let’s put up oodles of pictures of me--us…and piss them off!!
Edward: Well, I don’t want anyone to get hurt over this…
Jasper: Yes we do!!! Let’s put up random pictures from the movie to piss them off!!!
Emmett: Wooh! I got the camera!!
*Skip merrily to cause much pissing off from anti-Twilight deviants*
Edward: *shrug* What the heck. Guys wait for me!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA This is to Twilight haters everywhere, i proclaim I AM ONE OF YOU!!!!!
Credits to wewtXD on DeviantART

2008-10-31T09:03:00.000-07:00

It's a cruel world.
I hate missing you.
Screw school. Screw it.
Screw classes. Screw combi's.
Screw everything.
Just when everything was fine.
Just when everything was settled.
Just...
Forget it.
Just forget it.

2008-10-31T00:53:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
LAUGH YOUR ASS OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
Some funny lines from Matt X Mello fan fics [They're my fave couple now, if it's not obvious :]
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Matt stared, incredulous.
"You're threatening me with Abba."
"Yes."
"That's so fucked up."
[HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THANK GOD FOR ABBA]
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"You do look pretty, Mello."
"Thank you." Mello flashed a smile, but there was still a scathing edge in his stare.
[Mello is the Uke here :D LOL]
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Matt stepped more fully into the room. This was his own home, but he felt like an intruder in this room. He could quite happily wander into Mello's study, but this room didn't feel like it had his mark upon it. It was a show-room, with carefully placed dried flowers and framed prints. It didn't feel like a room that could be messed up. "I'm going to order pizza. Want some?"
"I'm happy to cook." Mello replied brightly. "In fact, I'd like to. I could get really into cooking."
Matt stared. He couldn't work out which of the half a dozen ulterior motives, that he assumed Mello was working towards, was behind this sudden interest in cooking. He spoke more sharply than he had intended. "What's that you're reading? 'The Good Housewife's Guide'?"
Mello blinked at him and held it up, "No, it's the 'History of the Peloponnesian War' by Thucydides."
[This is where Matt underestimates Mello XDXDXD But Mello cooking is kinda hard to believe :]
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"To be honest, Mello, I have no idea where your head is these days." Matt could feel the irritation rising again and it burst out of him in an incoherent stream of words. "You're wearing eye-liner again for the first time since you were in the Mafia. You've definitely got a concealer stick, because I saw it on your dresser. I mean you've always flirted around the edges of androgyny or transvestitism, whatever you're going to call it, with your hair and all; but that dressing gown you've bought is a woman's gown. I don't know if you noticed that. I suspect you did. Then all the bloody interior design and flowers and poetry and now you're cooking! For fuck's sake, why don't you just be honest with yourself and go and buy a freaking dress?" He glanced up now, but Mello was still just looking at him, his expression unreadable. "It's not like you haven't got enough jewellery to accessorise!"
"Interesting." Mello replied blandly. He had already changed back into his leathers and his whole stance seemed to be oozing testosterone. "Do I confuse you, Mail?"
[HAHAHA WHAT THE FREAK MELLO USES CONCEALER LOL GOBBLESHMUCK XDXD =]
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"I know you're hurting, Mail. I really know you're hurting. But guess what? The sun is still in the sky and shining above us."
Despite himself, Matt laughed. The image of Mello prancing about on the kitchen table was as amusing as it had been astounding. "Yeah, I guess it is."
[^^ CUTE NESS XDXDXD]

2008-10-30T23:15:00.000-07:00

"You're already on anti-depressants. You feel the need to cut. In the past week, you've been kidnapped, nearly killed, emotionally wrecked several times, starved, dehydrated, frozen to the point of second degree hypothermia, frightened half to death and married. You are a stone and half underweight and you're still taking a lot of drugs. You are alabaster and covered in cuts and bruises, which must be sore. You've spent your entire life under intense pressure that you only endured by always being at the top of your game. In the past year, you've been in terrifying, potentially fatal situations; you took on Kira, you've been shot and you survived me having a breakdown. About four hours ago, the man who has been your surrogate father since you were three betrayed you in the worst way. You have just been in a situation where you had to take on me and Near simultaneously, and you have been worried sick that this meant the end of us. This is what I see in you, Mail. I have so much fucking respect for how resilient you have been until now, but I think you've deserved the right to be a bit upset."
This is what Mihael said to Mail, and it's what i want I want someone to say to me.
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Yeah, i had to delete some of my posts, sadly. I decided to delete the posts about the Excorcist story. But i have it all on my Microsoft word XDXDXD
Btw, you will never know what their names are!!!
Cause i've never given them a name XDXD And i refer to them only as Girl and Boy, if you've noticed :D LOL.
I think i'm becoming alot like MELLO. And MATT.
Like, yesterday, I was out with my sister, and we went to FAR EAST. Then, while we were walking around, i was thinking, "God, i NEED some mother effing CHOCOLATE NOW DAMMIT."
And then, as we walked on, the craving just got stronger T.T
We walked around Far East, and as you all know, Far east has lots of nice SHIRTS :D
So while we were walking around, i saw a STRIPED shirt.
Yes, and i bought it.
And today, i bought 4 bars of chocolate. They'll probably be done by the end of the day. Don't tell my mum. She has the impression i bought only one or 2 bars, i think. Either way, in case you didn't know, Everything that Matt owns, all of his shirts, every damned one of them is STRIPED, and Mello cannot live without CHOCOLATE for more than 3 hours, aside from when he's sleeping, duh.
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"We're going to scream, shout, punch, kick, cry, smoke and eat chocolate until we make ourselves sick, but you are going to get it out of your system and we are going to find some resolutions."
"It's just me. It's Mihael and I'm always going to be here for you. Don't close down on me. I love you. I've been going too fast for you, I know, and it was deliberate. I could see you starting to calm down and that didn't give me much time before all your defences kicked back into place, and then I'd never find out all those things that hurt you that you keep buried inside. I want to help."
"The chocolate thing. It's comfort eating, isn't it?" He pointed to Mello's mouth. "I always thought it was like posing, with something you just really like to eat. But it's not. It's like your equivalent to walking around with a comfort blanket or a teddy bear or something." He caught Mello's stare and shrugged. "I'm just saying." He lit a cigarette. "I mean, I'm hardly one to talk. What with the cigarettes and all." He took it from his mouth and held it up as evidence. "I just never realised, erm, that it was comfort eating."
I FREAKING LOVE MELLO X MATT.

2008-10-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

This is my newest Mello and Matt picture, which was alot better than my other one.
http://sui-side.deviantart.com/art/Matt-and-Mello-LoveSlept-102073988
[Yes, you asshats, i know Mello's eyes doesn't look nuts like that, but it was a Screw Up, ok??! Sheesh, live with it =="]
ANNNND, this is one i really like, my SasoDei picture!!! XDXD
http://sui-side.deviantart.com/art/Sasori-and-Deidara-Protector-101988710
[Done at Melissa's house, credits to her pencil and paper for Basic lining ^^]

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2008-10-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

Matt: *pissed drunk* Melllllooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! Look!!! IT'S MOTHER ****ING SANTAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mello: *very much sober* ......Matt, you're ****ing hallucinating. *slaps Matt* SHUT UP AND ****ING FALL ASLEEP, SCREW IT!!!
Near: *has never went near alcohol* ..................
Jia [another orphan at Wammy's orphanage]: *ROFL* At least i can take my ****ing alcohol, you ASSHAT!!! *passes out*
Near: *stares at Jia* ........................ Should we...
Mello: *stares at Matt doing the hula* ...... No. Let's just see what they'll do next, you brat.
Near: .................. Ok. *goes back to playing with his robots*
Mello: Wait a sec ........................ WHY THE **** ARE YOU IN HERE, ALBINO?!??!!
Matt: MAS SELAMAT!!!!!!!! I'LL GET YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! *clings onto Mello*
Near: ...... Shouldn't you be dealing with that first? *brings out a box of dice*
Mello: One second... *turns to Matt* MATT GET THE **** OFF ME, YOU JERK!!! SHOOOOO!!! ****ING GET OFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!
Matt: Mmm......... Marshmello. *bites Mello*
Near: .......... pfft. *stifles a laugh* ......... *plays with dice, stacking it.*
Mello: *turns red* MATT!!! GET OFF!!! I'M SERIOUS!!! *pushes Matt*
Near: Haha... *tower falls* OH SHI... *remedies*
Mello: SHUT UP, NEAR, YOU ****ING ASSHAT!!! MATT, GET OFF!!! JIAAAAAA!!! HEEEEELP MEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! *still pushing Matt*
Jia: Mmph... IF YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO, JUST GO MASTURBATE, YOU ASSHOLE!!!! *flings arm around* GET OUT OF MY WAY!!! Geez, stupid prime ministers............ *mumbles profanities*
Near: ............... What the... *turns to Mello* What do you think she's...
Mello: KINDA BUSY HERE, DUMASS!!! *tries to shake Matt off*
Jia: .............. Ngyaa. *rolls over*
Near: ........ *stacks 14th dice tower* ............... Is "Ngyaa" a word in the english dictionary, Mello?
Mello: SHUT UP, FOR GET IT!!! I ****ING GIVE UP, SCREW IT ALL!!! *sulks and pouts*

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I guess that's what happens when i'm bored.
Melissa, you can make this into a comic if you want XD
Give me the links in the flashbox if you do!!
TTYL.

2008-10-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

My art has freaking DETEORIATED.
Eff it.
Okok, whatever. Let's just go into the day.
Today, i was paid my my mum to clean my room. Which was fair, i guess, because like any other teen i was expecting her to force me into cleaning it. It's not so bad, cleaning my room. It's refreshing to actually see the floor.....
Nah. Just kidding, my room looks ~~like a cyclone blew through it if you looked at my wardrobe~~ pretty clean, overall. Probably neater than ~~a freaking troll on a stick's~~ yours.
I spent the entire morning and afternoon on my room. Freaking ridiculous, if you ask me, but it was pretty much how much time was seriously needed. And for you information, i'm not normal. If i wanted to clean something, it'd be freaking SPARKLING, SHINY, SQUEAKING clean by the time i was through with it.
So, i guess we all see why i took ages cleaning my room, huh.
In the end, when I was satisfied i had earned some... 10 bucks, i think?
Hey hey, that's pretty alright considering how cleaning my room could have been something my mum could have asked me to do for free, peeps.
So that was how i speant my day, and at night, i went out to eat with my family, at Tampines, some place with spring chicken, which is all i remembered because that was all i ate 0.o
So yeeeeeeah.
Later.

Ps; Have fun in China.

sorry, sorry.

2008-10-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

I found a very impressive video of the Sorry Sorry Dance.
When you consider how in sync they are and that they're Korean High School kids, it's quite good, really. Plus the steps require agility and flexibility and other things like that.

...
Now we know what they actually do in their free time.

All girls. girl power. Boys suck >:)
I'm off in a whirlwind,
To a place where nothing matters anymore.

2008-10-27T05:16:00.000-07:00

These are the following links to my drawings online.
Yes, i do have drawings online, but they aren't as great as Wan's, which you can find at this link.
http://luckyluckyclover.deviantart.com/gallery/

It's her gallery, by the way. You have to actually CLICK on the little thumbnails (which are the smaller versions of the pictures) to view them. And if you want to comment, you can only do so if you're a member on DA (Which is short for Deviantart).

Yes, i know i'm being an ass, but seriously, people, just deal with it or get a life.
EVEN IF IT SUUUUCKS.

4 freakings days into the holidays and everyone's on my back with case after freaking case. It PISSES me off. I've got to deal with admin, my job, my church stuff, everything. I've got camps and shit coming up and i'm in a bad mood because...
...
because...
oh forget it. These are the links to my drawings. My best ones by far, anyway. In my opinion.

This features Near and his toys, a plushie Mello and Matt. Intended to just be for fun, but in the end i decided it should be posted since i hadn't posted on DA for a verrrry long time... haha [:
http://sui-side.deviantart.com/art/Near-and-His-Toys-101880612

This one features Mello and Matt. It's my first attempt at drawing guys together, ok, shut
uppppp T.T It was actually just meant to be a rough sketch too, like the Near idea [:
http://sui-side.deviantart.com/art/Matt-And-Mello-101880264

Cross Girl is something i thought of randomly, so i really don't remember where this came from 0.o yea yea, i know, WTH [:
http://sui-side.deviantart.com/art/Cross-Girl-98654514

Near, Mello and Matt are from Deathnote. Cross Girl is an OC, meaning an ORIGINAL CHARACTER. Enjoy.

2008-10-26T01:55:00.000-07:00

You are a Don't Fuck With Me Seme!
Serious and to the point, and sometimes bordering on the sadistic, it takes a special breed of uke to satisfy your needs. You tend to be anti-social with little patience for most people. You need someone to challenge you and push you to your limits, and then be able to take your intense reactions, which possibly involves rope and sensual torture. This is what makes the Badass Uke the yin for your yang, as you're the only one able to put them in line and satisfy each other.

Most compatible with: Badass Uke
Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke, Innocent Uke, Clueless Uke
What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.

.......................................................................
I can't even find the words to retort this.

2008-10-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

I quite like this story i've been doing about the boy and the exorcist :D
I think i'll continue it.
Meanwhile, i'm spending alot of time on the computer recently. I bet my degree's going to take a dive. Either way, i've got some agendas gfor the holidays.
I want to read at least 10 novels...
Also, i'll be going to the beach with the least likely of persons [DUN Dun dunnnn... My mum .____."] to do my daily devotions and talk a walk and just... talk, i guess.
I wanna read LIGHT YAOI :D
And find nice videos to put on my blog :)
Like this one!!! By the way Melissa, don't hate me, i was just browsing D Gray Man videos, and i just listened to the SONG, OK?!?!?! I'm making it clear that for Melissa, i do not approve of Allen X Kanda/Lavi or the whole threesome.
[actually, i'm quite confused about threesomes, i mean, how the bloody hell do you... okok, nevermind.]
I LOVE LAVI AND I CLAIM HIM, YOU ~~BITCHES~~ FANGIRLS!!!! bwahahahahahaha >:3
Okok, back to it, what else do i want to do for the holidays.
I'm going to finish at least 4 chapters in the Bible including notes and scripture memory!!! ><>BITCHES ASSHATS, I WIN THIS ROUND BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

2008-10-25T18:11:00.000-07:00

Hey you bastard.
I don't even know if you're readin' my blog, but you're pissing the f*ck outta me.
First ___ then _____??! Have you no limits, you asshat??
Somebody gonna gett'a hurt.
Somebody.
..................................................................... *whispers to Sheri 2* i don't think he's getting this.
You, dumass. If you don't back the ass off, i swear i WILL f*cking hunt you down and if it comes to it, i will HURT you, ch'yea?
So back off.
Before i get pisse...
Oh wait, i'm already pissed.
Just you wait till my Anger management kicks in, asshole.

2008-10-25T05:43:00.000-07:00

4 nice non-itakisa pictures :)

2008-10-24T23:43:00.001-07:00

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4542616/1/Guilty_Pleasure
MelloXMatt, This one features the "wonders" of Twilight, a book series featuring a pack of vampires and a useless little girl named Bella :)
What happens when Matt grows a couple of Fangs for his boyfriend?

2008-10-24T22:32:00.000-07:00

This is so SICK!!!!
ZOMG it's so cool, it's like it's a real opening. They used Akatsuki images for a Deathnote ending and it looks so freaking reallll!!!!!!

Yeah, un :D

2008-10-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

Naruto: The Offspring - Pretty fly [this is just wierd, because usually Kakashi gets this song :]
Sakura: Toybox - Best Friends [.................. *no comment*]
Sasuke: I must be emo [BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA perfect song, isn't it, Jean XD]
Kakashi: Justin Timberlake - Bringing Sexy Back [*bob's head along* YEAH!!]
Shikamaru: Green Day - Boulevard of broken dreams [This doesn't really suit Shikamaru...]
Ino: Cascada - Every time we touch [Her Ipod says Ibitch :D]
Chouji: Ayumi Hamasaki - Butterfly [This is a pun because he has an episode where his chakra forms butterfly wings.]
Lee: Survivor - Eye of the tiger [...... HUUUUH??!!??!]
Neji: Dead or Alive - You spin me right round [This is probably because of his Kaiten XD]
Gai: I'm too sexy for my shirt [LOOOOOOOOOL LIKE HELL.]
Kiba: Baha Men - Who let the dogs out [I like Kiba's Ipod Picture :]
Hinata: Def Leppard - I miss you in a heartbeat [This is a very sweet song, super suited for Hinata <:D]
Shino: Wham - Wake me up before you go go [HAHAHAHAHA jitterbug... jitterbug XD]
Kurenai: Elvis Presley - Pretty woman [Yeah, doesn't anyone agree that Kurenai is super pretty? ^^]
Gaara: Haddaway - What is love [Awwww... poor Gaara, doesn't know what Love is ^^]
Temari: Britney Spears - Crazy [YES SHE ISSSSS. But TemTem's freaking awesome XD]
Jiraiya: Gunther - Ding dong song [This is a good choice of song for Jiraiya. If you listen properly.]
Tsunade: Bonnie Tyler - Holding out for a hero [I'LL BE TSUNADE'S HERO!!!! lol.]
Orochimaru: Michael Jackson - Thriller [HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG HAHAHAHA]
Zabuza: Deep Purple - Smoke on the water [This song super suits Zabuza. I listen to this band sometimes when i'm bored.]
Haku: DDR - Mr. Wonderful [Pfft. Haku is Mr AWESOME or Mr PWNsicles :]
Itachi: Whigfield - Sexy eyes [He does have cool eyes, huh? :D]
Kisame: Eiffel 65 - Blue [HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yes, He is blue XD]
Naruto - Oiroke no jutsu: Aqua - Barbie girl [................... *No comment*]

2008-10-22T22:34:00.000-07:00

This is the most irritating song ever to many people, but it's funny because Kisame hoshigaki is LITERALLY blue anyways :D The song itself doesn't actually make sense, like "i have a girlfriend, and she is so blue," it's really a wtf kind of song .___." OH WELL, listen to the song ^^

Today, You're PRIVILEDGED because i am UNBELIEVABLY bored, and thus i shall teach you all about the Akatsuki member's funny traits and habits :D Even the ones in FanFictions too :D

1st up: Uchiha Itachi!!! [Commonly known also as 'Weasel']

YEEEAH!!! ~THIS IS HOW WE DO IT...~

Itachi has a CHEERFUL disposition and is ALWAYS ready to help his FRIENDS with WHATEVER favours they ask of him. He ENJOYS reading the POWERPUFF GIRLS comic books and making FRIENDSHIP bands, and is the PROUD owner of over 700 now, with the KNOWLEDGE of more than 70 WAYS TO BRAID strings.
Whatever was up there was ABSOLUTE BULLSHIT.
This would be the Itachi i know:
Itachi is an introvert genius, spending his time thinking about ways to develop his talents in Genjutsu, and is a neat freak. His room is constantly spick and span, with a red carpeting and black curtains kind of atmosphere, and furniture to match. His books are shelved and labelled, and he has a wardrobe limited to dull and dark colours, the brightest being a bright red tie/messenger bag/shirt. Itachi enjoys eating sweet items such as strawberries and dango, but also knows when to have a proper full course meal when necessary. Itachi is a prominent member of the Akatsuki. The Akatsuki is a secret organisation known only to "certain people" [No, you bastards, it is NOT a whore house] and select ninja who were very wary of the bunch. The Akatsuki don black capes with red clouds, with bamboo hats and bells tinkling off of them [probably to give other people a hint where they are, just for a little FUN].
He knows first aid like the back of his hand and is able to use Ninjutsu, Genjutsu and Taijutsu, although he is most adept at Genjutsu. His famous ability of the Tsukiyomi is actually a Doujutsu given to the holder of the Mangekyou Sharingan, when the subject attains all 6 dots, 3 in each eye. It is used when he wishes to torture his opponents for what seemed like days in the matter of seconds. Amaterasu is the second Doujutsu, which generates black flames at his focal point that will continue to burn until the target is reduced to ash. The final Doujutsu, Susanoo, creates a massive ethereal warrior that fights on Itachi's behalf and shields him from all attacks. Itachi prefers to solve things quietly, staying away from troublesome combat if he could. [ZOMG i used to love this guy, but it's a neutral with all the other Akatsuki guys around now. My fave is SASORIIIII!!!! XDXDXD]
Itachi stopped saying thank you when he was 7, left the Uchiha Clan when he was 13 and after killing them all save for his pathetic little brother [sorry Jean, but the kid really needs to GET A LIFE], and thereafter had joined the Akatsuki.
Itachi was actually given a mission to take down the Uchiha clan, all of them, but could not bear to kill his COUGHadorableCOUGH younger brother, the oh-so-PATHETIC *In Sakura's Voice* "Saaaaaaasukeeeeeeey" kun. It was said that Madara Uchiha had aided him in the massacre of his clan, and that he had threatened to make his mission from the villiage public should they not take care of his younger ~~annoying brat of a~~ brother. The mission was given so that the Uchiha clan would not go AWOL on the village and Kill the lot of them, however, i find this was to be UNLIKELY, since the Uchiha clan was FUNDING THE ENTIRE POLICE force and contributing in many other ways to Konoha.
Last but NOT least, Itachi needs a Tic Tac/Chill Pill. COUGHkisameCOUGH
*will be edited should i feel like it :D so keep checking.*

That's it for now, maybe i will do another one in the night ^^ see you :3

2008-10-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

Oh well. You're in too deep now, don't pull out.
Stick with the plan, no trace of doubt.
Tell me again, why you agreed,
When i never had the lock to your keys?
---
What a drag.
Ah yes, the famous Shikamaru line, coming back with a vengence.
Is it even possible for you to lose gracefully?
Even in a debate, or a speech competition, whenever i lose, i get PISSED OFF.
It's normal human behaviour, believe me. Everyone gets like that.
That's just because we like to be in control.
But seriously, this short post might end badly, because all i can really say is that...
Well, i'm disappointed.
Losing comes with the full package: lowering of pride, acceptance and a "I'll try harder next time" kind of deal.
And the fact that you weren't able to accomplish graceful losing was well, sort of putting off.
Thank you for the post, thank you for the grats, but right now, i don't think we need it.
WE.
You know who i'm talking about, and thank you for the thoughts, thank you for the kindness, thank you for the acceptance, and thank you for taking the package deal.
But we don't need your losing.
We won, and we've got the winning package, and we've paid for it fair and square.
We won.
You lost.
If we're really oh so stupid, does that seriously make you any smarter if you lost to US, the stupid ones?
Like dude, is your IQ a negative?
So we're not as united. So we're not as close. So we're not as organized.
But we've got the people willing to take a stand for the class.
So don't underestimate us.
DON'T YOU EVER, EVER, Underestimate 2/4.

2008-10-22T05:18:00.000-07:00

It was happy,
Before you wished me dead.
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Happy Halloween.
Just for kicks...
[No SACians were harmed in the imaginative making of this fake production :D please don't e offended, this is just for fun. No Flaming Please!!!]

Sheri: It's Halloween at SAC, and students here are dressed up in spectacular outfits!!! What do you see on your end, Sheri 2, and where the hell are you?!
Sheri 2: Hello, Sheri Original, i'm over at the Canteen, where there are all sorts of...
Sheri: HEEEEEY!!! I'M AT THE CANTEEN!!! I SEE YOU!!! ZOMG 8D
Sheri 2: .___." Okkkk... anyways, i see all sorts of brats arund this place, wearing all sorts of... HEYYY!!! You, i'm from Tequila-Freeze Media, what, or who, are you supposed to be??
Kimberly Pereira: ...Dude, i'm in my freaking school uniform 0.o
Sheri: ... PWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! XDXDXD
Sheri 2: .___." ... Ok....
Sheri 3: HEY YOU GUYS!!!
Sheri: !!!!! There's a SHERI 3??!!?! 0.0
Sheri 2: ZOMG!!!
Kimberly Pereira: *slowly inches away*
Sheri: Sheri 2, the interviewee's getting away, like the last one!!!
Sheri 2: ROGER, SHERI ORIGINAL!!! I'M ON IT!!!
*Mission Impossible Music Here*

*Mission Impossible Music Here*
Sheri 3: 0.o wtf??!
Kimberly Pereira: NUUU!!!! I NEED TO HELP WITH THE STUPID BIG DAY OUT WITH THE PRIMARY SIXES COMING TO SEE OUR SCHOOL THINGY!!!!
Sheri: Long sentence.
Sheri 3: Now that Sheri 2 is busy, i've found this brat here to answer a few questions. Brat, what's your name??
Yeung Wan: My name is Yeung Wan. And before you say anything, it is pronounced Y-E-R-N-G O-N-E. Ok?
Sheri 3: ... Ok? I'm from Tequila-Freeze Media, would you answer some questions? Good. First of all, what are you supposed to be?
Yeung Wan: Isn't it obvious??!?!!!?!
Sheri: ==" ...
Sheri 3: Ok... wait... wait.
............................................
Ok, i give up. Tell me.
Yeung Wan: I'M MICKEY MOUSE, YOU DINKUS!!!
Sheri: Even i knew that, dumass number 3.
Sheri 3: T.T No one understands me... *emos*
Yeung Wan: ErrrrrrR!!! 0.o
Sheri: ._______." okkkkkkkkkkkkk............. Where's Sheri 2?? You think she caught the Kimberly girl? :D
Sheri 2: I couldn't find her... T.T
Sheri: Holy crap!! *dies* *resurrected*
Sheri 2: she got away by diving in between a whole sea of brats wearing blue dresses.
Yeung Wan: That would be the primary 6 students who are SUPPOSED TO BE HERE??!
Sheri: *slaps Sheri 2* Get a hold of yourself!!!
Sheri 2: WTF?!?! OWWW!!! That's it, you mistreat me too much!!! I QUIT!!!
Yeung Wan: *runs away*
Sheri 3: Ahh, friendship. WAIT WAIT WAIT. Gotta focus. Hi!!!
Syafiqah: ... Hi? wtf?? 0.o
Sheri 3: I'm from Tequila Free-
Syafiqah: I know, i was sitting right next to Wan. I know where you're from.
Sheri: Is there a problem?
Sheri 3: Yeah, this girl is proving difficult to handle. *nods gravely* it's code 188326748#19887... [whispers] sarcasm...
Sheri: Calling in Sheri 4!!!
Sheri 4: There's a Sheri 4?!!??! Well, forget it. There is now.
Sheri: What are you waiting for, dumass!!?!! Go aid number 3!!! Didn't you hear the alarm for code 188326748#19887??!!
Sheri 4: All the alarms sound exactly the same, DUMASS!!!!!
Sheri: WHATEVER!!!!!!
Sheri 3: AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE'S GOOOOOOONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sheri: What?!!?! 0.o
Sheri 4: ._____________________." So this is how you run a production :D

Okok, it was just for comic relief, alright? Sheesh =="
To that one person out there...
I'm so sorry about what happened today...
I ran out of meds, wasn't really into it, honestly. Lost 2 of your things in the same day, spent so much time trying to find it, and even broke one of them!!! I AM SO SORRRRRRRY!!!!!!
I swear, i WILL pay you pack for it, no matter how much it freaking costs.
I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR.
I think i suffered from partial amnesia and loss of direction sense today. Because of the f*cking run-out of my meds. PISSES ME OFF...
SORRY.
I'm sorry. Really.
---
Because she's caught in her lies,
A tangled web,
Too caught to even try,
To get out of it.

2008-10-21T03:52:00.000-07:00

And well well well... I seem to have Beaten you, at YOUR own game.
When God Made Me, He Made A New Commandment; Thou Shalt Be Fly.
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It's pretty stupid, how i look back on things.
Let's see, what happened TODAY...
In school, we went for the Board Games Olympics Final :D
And i was representing our class for Scrabble, like WTF ==" I didn't even play in the Board Games Olympics the previous day.
Keying yaoi in my cell phone, ZOMG 0.o
Lol, kidding. I deleted all of it off my cell phone.
LOL, Psyche!! XDXDXD
Anyways, Kimberly was supposed to represent the Class for Scrabble, dammit, but in the end i decided to volounteer, because Mr Lee would have used some wierd method to CALL someone up to do it if no one would.
And you know, stuff is always done better when you like doing it.
And i didn't really mind Scrabble, i mean, it Is, after all, a game for intellectuals. I'm serious, it REALLY does train the mind, makes you think quick, because sometimes, when i was playing with my family in the past, a total of 5 MINUTES was given to each player to form a word on the green board. So now, whenever i play I could usually form ridiculous words at least more than 3 letters in under a minute since my turn.
Before the competition, i actually swallowed.
I know, how shallow to be intimidated by competition, but hey. I haven't played Scrabble in over a year. Recently, my family got a BIT too busy to sit around with a bunch of letter tiles in a bag and a dictionary, forming words.
Today was a red letter day. I shivered at the sound of letter tiles in a bag. NOT LIKE ME.
I was stuck on my first round, shamefully coming in second, but Tiala was good, making a long word and using up almost all of her tiles in a round. Her score beat mine by 6 points, and i didn't know much else to put because i had NO VOWELS. How the hell did you make words with NO VOWELS??!
Ok ok. I just had to work with what i had. No pressure. Sec 2/4 was counting on the 6 of us, that's all. Kimberly, who "knew nuts" about Boggle, Jocelyn Kwong, who didn't know how to play Life 2 days ago, Wan for Pictionary [which was VERY reasonable, Wan's GOOD at manga art and drawing], Jocelyn Gay in Monopoly and Jasmine, who was still trying to find a replacement after the game started, in Chess. No pressure. Form words with no VOWELS... No pressure.
...
DAMN.
How shameful it was. At the end of the game, i had to deduct some points because of the remaining tiles in my possesion, and i got 101, i believe. And Tiala got 107!!! WTF!!! DAMMIT!!! 6 points, DO YOU KNOW HOW FREAKING MUCH THAT COULD AFFECT A DEBATE??!!!??!!?!?!!
So, as it turns out, Scrabble does need a little luck. But still, i believe most of it is BRAINS?? I mean, come on, you have to form words. It's got to do with your BRAIN for SURE. LUCK in a game, is Just a PATHETIC excuse for having no MOVES for the round.
The little luck which Scrabble requires is what kind of tiles you get. good tiles, or screwed up ones. My first word of the second game was "STAPLE". The first one of the first game was a ridiculously short "POP". Jeez.
In the end, i won the Second game, and having such a close first game enabled me to win overall, both games put together made me a Scrabble Champion in precisely 90 minutes. How rewarding ^^
Well, Kimberly, who got pushed into Boggle, ended up topping the others at the game too, so our class had 2 champions :D
The games were fun, i was swearing alot in the first round because i had not many good words... ==" But Round 2 was cool, having cleared my head after waking up for a longer period of time and being able to string longer words together. Plus, because i was thinking better, i had no tiles left in my possession at the end of the game, so i finished off without having to be stripped of any points WHATSOEVER :D :D :D
Either way, Tiala was challenging. She looks very nice and innocent, but when you play Scrabble, the inner demon just pops out =="
Games were good, People. AWESOME FUN, let's do that again next year :D
Next, classroom Decoration. So... our theme was Halloween.
You know what, My mum's really bugging me to get off the Computer now, so i'll just list what i'm wearing and freaking talk about the classroom another time.

What I Am Wearing:
A grey shirt that says- I'm emo.
A black over coat.
My Black Jeans??
My Boots.
What I'm Carrying:
A purple feathered fan. [You'll see why]
What Special Features I'm Doing:
I'm- gelling my hair.
I'm- spraying it purple. [HA!!]
I'm- using some of the fake blood me and Kim are making to paint my face.
I'm- errrrr.....................

I think that's it, for Halloween. WE'RE GONNA SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF PRIMARY SIX KIDS!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XDXDXDXDXDXD
See ya ;D

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4320507/1/The_One << Light KakuHi, playful fluff.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4031759/1/Kakuzus_Gift_to_Hidan << V Light KakuHi, almost not even counted as Yaoi ==" lol.
--
And You'd Win, If You Could,
But Chill, Since We're Better Than You.
Live With The Loss, And Pride To The Max,
Just Shake Our Hands, And Be Deemed With Good Character.

I NEED MY MEDS!!!

2008-10-20T03:56:00.001-07:00

Ok yeah, i understand it is pretty putting off to have Sasuke's face plastered RIGHT ACROSS the video before this post, but hey, it was a pretty good video, not some lame crap they just put together from a bunch of blurry clips that didn't even match the song.
Ok, well, Wan and Michelle left, and i went off to take a bath.
Honestly speaking, i wasn't actually better yet, but i had run out of meds, both daily prescription and the ones for my current cough. And when i got so f*cking desperate for meds, i actually tried my old pills, but ever the practical one, i just HAD to look under the bottle and see the expiry date, preventing me from eating it altogether.
And no, this is not some lame Fred youtube episode, where i run around screaming "I NEED MY MEDS!!! I NEED MY MEDS!!! I NEEEEEED MY MEEEEEEEEDS!!!!!!!" This is serious. I actually, truly, desperately needed my meds. And i had Finished them.
F*CK.

2008-10-19T23:11:00.000-07:00

Ok, Michelle's like, at my house now 0.o
For her speech :D
She's an MC for the Big Day out thingy, where primary school brats come into the place and rampage =="
SAVE OUR SOUL \.A./
haha. On that day, we've got our stupid be yourself day. It's not as if we can actually be ourselves while paying 6 bucks to wear what we want, right =="
I'm going to wear a black coat and a red shirt inside, if i can find one. And my black straight cut jeans, and boots. Plus, i'm going to gel my hair and spray it bloody red :D
Kimberly's going to help me :D :D :D
Okok. Got to help Michelle on her speech. Wan's coming along later, so we've gotta work on it. Not much done, yet.

You.

2008-10-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

Often, whenever i try to tell anyone about God, they ask me, "If your God is SOOO great, why does he ALLOW us to experience problems? WHY not just make everything Easy, and SMOOTH?"
Well... recently, i've learnt how it TRULY is IMPORTANT that we experience problems in our life. God does, undeniably, ALLOW us to experience problems. He doesn't only APPROVE of it, sometimes God ACTUALLY does the admin and paperwork work for it too, PLANNING out what kind of problem is going to face us.
You see, many people just DON'T GET how problems enable us to grow. God LOVES us, and wants a CLOSER relationship with us. When we face problems, he shows us how he can HELP us, eventually, overcome them, ALLOWING us to OPEN our stubbornly SHUT eyes to see how GOOD the Lord truly is.
Some of you still DON'T GET IT. In a Nutshell, GOD HAS ABSOLUTELY NO OBLIGATION TO SAVE YOU. HE IS YOUR CREATOR, HE IS THE POTTER, AND YOU ARE THE CLAY. HE HAS DIBS ON DECIDING YOUR ENTIRE LIFE, AND YOU ARE GOING TO LIVE IT. BUT even though he knows, He does know he has NO OBLIGATION to help you, He DOES. This is all out of The GOODNESS OF GOD'S HEART. God shows us how GREAT he is by REVEALING a solution that seemed so IMPOSSIBLE, seemed so FAR-FETCHED, that it is true. It can ONLY be him. Only God can make such a SITUATION, one that is so PERFECT, one that solves the problem so WELL.
Some of you STILL don't accept it. You know, reflect upon it. Honestly, God COULD have made us all into MINDLESS ROBOTS who worshipped him, who LOVED him, who HONOURED him. But he DIDN'T.
WHY??
God wants us to go to him OF OUR OWN FREE WILL.
OUR OWN FREE WILL.
FREEEEEE WIIIIIIILLL.
Understand? God made us in HIS likeness, and since HE has a BRAIN, so do we. We have a CHOICE, to turn TO him, our CREATOR and FATHER, or to turn AWAY from Him.
A CHOICE.
God gave YOU, an INSIGNIFICANT LITTLE THING, a CHOICE.
Think about that.

YAOI LOVERS!!!!!!

2008-10-18T02:30:00.000-07:00

Ok. It is official, i am of somewhat the same breed as Kimberly.
OMFG I FREAKING REALISED HOW MUCH I ENJOY READING LIGHT YAOI!!!
Lol. Actually, yeah. I only like light yaoi, because if the stories don't build up and it just jumps straight into that it just gets boring and BORING-er.
Still. I read more straight stories than yaoi ones. Or or maybe, just MAYBE, around the same :D
God, i love Fanfiction.net. GO TO THEIR SITE!! It's in my links :D

My favourite pairs from Naruto: ItaKisa, SasoDei, KakuHi XD lol. Those were the Yaoi pairs, and the straight ones are ShikaTem, NejiTen and SakTayu ^^
My favourite pairs from Deathnote: Light/L, Matt/Mello, Mello/Near :D:D:D:D:D And for the straight pairs... well there are none, because all of the females in Deathnote are ho's :)
Yeah :P
SOOOOOOOOO, to celebrate my revelation to the fact that i LOVE YAOI [Kimberly: YEAH YEAH *CHEERS* :D:D:D:D:D XDXDXDXDXD], i'll sign off with a link to an awesome SasoDei story :D
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4182132/1/Blinded_By_Nothing
I haven't finished this one yet, but the beginning was interesting, apparantly Sakura (That USELESS little....... how DARE she treat MY SASORI!!! Lol, kidding... kidding) is a healer in the Akatsuki now. Sounds sweet, actually 0.o Doesn't SOUND like there'll be MUCH of that, this should be A OK with light Yaoi readers, if heavy is really IS what i consider heavy ^^
Ok, signing off now ^^ Bye Bye :D

Edit: There's a really good storyline for this one!!!

Hate this Computer.

2008-10-17T20:15:00.001-07:00

Ok, i SWEAR i actually did do the quiz that Kimberly tagged me with, but as of AGAIN, my freaking annoying computer just deleted the ENTIRE post, and now i can't be bothered to do it again =="
Ok, either way, today's off to an uneventful start.
Woke up at around 9, and switched on the com, went off to brush and stuff. Had to take my meds [the ones because i am PHYSICALLY sick], all FREAKING 7 of them .___.''
Well, i ate a packet of biscuit sticks after that :D yum.
My mum woke up and made me milo =="
I haven't drank Milo in a LONG time. Wasn't used to it in the morning, so i drank some of it and then replaced it with water. Sorry, mum T.T
Started bloghopping and all, doing the usual, found some new posts to read, and a slightly unnerving one. Oh, and a DISTURBING one 0.o
Well, began to surf Youtube and everything, looking for some video to post. That's when i started doing the quiz Kimberly tagged me with, and when i attatched the video, the entire post just FREAKING DISAPPEARED ().()
I nearly died with fury. RAWR, wtf, i spent so long answering it T.T
AHHH what a waste of the morning. So, this is actually my second post?! Holy crap!!! LOL.
Yeah, i realised i'm alot more hyper on this blog then my previous one. Maybe it's because i FINALLY figured out how to attatch a blogskin =="
Later on, there are plans to get out of this VERY nice and comfy chair, mind you, and head for a wedding. My dad can't go, so my mum asked me to go with her because my sister has her O's to study for. Oh well. I still have no idea WHATSOEVER of what i'm going to wear 0.o
Hmm. Ok, mum's asking to get my ass off the computer [no, i am NOT literally sitting on the computer...] CHAIR <-- Haha. Computer CHAIR.
So i'll talk to you guys later XD
Bye bye :)

KOKORO

2008-10-17T19:45:00.000-07:00

KOKORO [HEART]

Scientist: saa me wo akete goran...OHAYO
Rin: ohayo gozaimasu
Scientist: watashi no kotoga wakarukai?
Rin: watashi no sekkeisya desu
Scientist: system ni ijyou ha naiyoudane
Rin: monndai arimasen
Scientist: Saa ittegoran. omae no namae wa...

Kodoku na kagakusha ni
tsukurareta robotto
de kibae o iu nara “kiseki”

dakedo mada tarinai
hitotsu dake dekinai
sore wa “kokoro” to iu
puroguramu

iku-hyaku toshi ga sugi
hitori de nokosareta
kiseki no robotto wa negau

shiritai ano hito ga
inochi no owari made
watashi ni tsukutteta“kokoro”

Scientist: kono System wo ugokashiteha ikenaiyo.
omae ni koreha omosugiru kara...

ima ugoki hajimeta kasoku suru kiseki
nazeka namida ga tomaranai…
naze watashi furueru? kasoku suru kodou
kore ga watashi no nozonda “kokoro”?

Program sareta toorini utau watashi.
sorewo egao de mitumeteiru hakase.
doushite hakasega sonnani yasashiime de watashi wo mirunoka,
anotoki no watashi niha wakarimasenndeshitafushigi

* kokoro kokoro fushigi* watashi wa shitta yorokobu koto ofushigi
* kokoro kokoro fushigi* watashi wa shitta kanashii koto ofushigi
* kokoro kokoro mugen* wanande fukaku setsunai…?

ima kidzuki hajimeta umareta riyuu o
kitto hitori wa sabishii
sou, ano hi, ano toki
subete no kio ku ni
yadoru “kokoro” ga a fureda su

ima ieru hontou no kotoba
sasageru anata ni

arigatou… kono yo ni watashi o unde kurete
arigatou… isshoni sugoseta hibi o
arigatou… anata ga watashi ni kureta subete
arigatou… eien ni utauarigatou...

sore ha masani kiseki deshita.
KOKORO wo eta robot ha subeteno omoi wo kotoba ni nose utaitudukemashita.
shikashi, sono kiseki mo tsukanoma,
kanojo no kikai no karada ha KOKORO no omosa ni taekirenakattanodesu.
ugokanakunatta robot,soredemo hohoemi wo tataeta kanojo ha
marude...marude tenshi no youdeshita.

ari-ga-to...o-tou-san...

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Translations:
A robot was built by a lonely scientist,
When his work was done,
it was known as a “miracle”

But something was missing,
there was one thing he couldn’t do,
and that was the program called a “heart”

Many years passed,
and the miracle robot that had been left all alone,
made a single wish(hope):
Give me the “heart”, that that person,
The person I’ve always wanted to know,
made for me, until the very end of his life.

Now that that miracle has started to occur,
Why, why won’t my tears stop flowing….?
Why am I shaking? What are these beats inside me?
Is this the “heart” that I wished for?

Mysterious heart, mysterious feelings,All the joys I had come to know,
Mysterious heart, mysterious feelings,All the depressing things I had come to know,
Mysterious heart, mysterious feelings,They all seem so deeply painful…

Now I’m beginning to understand the reason I was born,
Being alone must truly be depressing,
Yes, on that day, at that time,
All the feelings that had dwelled in my memories flowed out of my heart.
But now, I can say these words for real,
to you, my creator, who dedicated his life to me,

Thank you… for bringing me into this world.
Thank you… for the days you spent with me.
Thank you… for everything you’ve given me
Thank you… I will sing for eternity.

It was exactly a miracle
The robot that obtained the 'heart' kept running, she sang all of her feelings
But, the miracle only lasted for a moment
The 'heart' was too big for her
Unable to widthstand it, the machine shorted and was never to move again
However, at the very last moment her face was still filled with smile...
and she looked like an angel

Th-an-k Yo-u, Fa-ther

This Is Why Deidara's Hot.

2008-10-17T03:51:00.000-07:00

This Is Why Deidara's Hot.
Kidding.
Sasori's my favourite, still. I just like the music and the video. I find it quite funny.
Ok then, Enjoy :D

Louder Now.

2008-10-17T02:42:00.000-07:00

GAAAAHH!!!!!
My first entire blog post just got deleted. I swear, i freaking HATE this computer =="
You know what pisses me off, is that the little up down thingy... the scrolly thing was already less than a centimetre T.T
Ok. Starting fresh, hi, yes yes, it's ME.
Me. You know, Me :D :D :D
Yeah, i changed blogs AGAIN, lol, and this was the first time i ever actually used a skin, because while setting up all the other blogs, i realised that number 1: I couldn't really be bothered because once, my friend had to redo the HTML on her blog for about a week before it worked, and it crashed one day later, so i've always had a phobia of accidentally screwing it up when you're nearing the end, and having to start from scratch all over again. And number 2: I realized that i actually had NO IDEA how to convert the blog into my own by altering the HTML from blogskins anyway =="
Yes yes, i know a little about it now, thanks to Wan, Kimberly and Michelle :D
But they laughed at me before they helped me T.T i guess it was to be expected, like wth, at this time and age, not knowing how to use a blogskin was like social suicide.
Oh man, it's all about the looks now, huh. Lol, i sound like an old lady XD Haha!!
Yes, so from now on, you can locate me at this link, and expect some wierd stuff from your's truly to turn up ^^
Well, firstly, EOY's are OVER. Thank God!!! The stress was killing me, honestly. I did study, hard as it may seem to believe, but whenever i did, i usually stopped really late, and then since i used up all of my brain power studying, i don't have any left to actually retain the information. Thus, i forget EVERYTHING =...=
So, in studying, my efforts are hopelessly FUTILE. Even when i time my studying sessions, i still say stuff like, "Just till the end of this chapter," and it still ends up the same way. I guess life's just that way, man XD No idea why i'm so happy about that 0.o
Well, most of my marks were pretty disappointing, but i guess i'm lucky i've passed all of them except Chinese. During EOYs, i was really tired a little sick, so i fell asleep during some of the papers 0.o
This meant that i was rushing for many of my papers, even to just finish them, and i found myself getting a little pissed at people who complained because they had no time to check their papers for the THIRD final time =="
Haha, i guess it was examination overdrive or something. Excess studying brain spasming or something ^^ Haha, i should seriously considering offering those syndromes up for analysis. LOL.
Okok, my mum is getting on my NERVES because she's rushing me to get off the computer for dinner and all. Ok, granted we all need to eat, but SOME people [like ME] can hold our hunger longer than you, woman =="
Oh forget it, i'll just go. Bye bye :D

Because Metro Station Says We Should Shake It.

2008-10-15T19:19:00.000-07:00

(01) Full name: SuiSide.
(02) Male/Female: Female.
(03) Were you named after anyone?: No. Although I think it would be a waste to be named after someone else, cause everyone would expect you to have something in common with that person. [like my mum’s friend’s sons, Elvis and Elton.]
(04) Does your name mean anything?: My mom told me it means star, I think.
(05) Nickname(s): Why don’t you ask my friends? I think a few profanities.
(06) What do you think you look like... name wise: … what the… I’m not sure. Maybe a cherry, lol. It rhymes, and some people have called me that by accident too, lol.
(07) Date of birth: 30/03/1994, and I LOVE presents. *hints*
(08) Place of birth and current location: Singapore.
(09) Nationality: Singaporean, obviously… ==’
(10) Astrology sign: ………………… I need to check, but I think it’s Aries. I’m not sure. I’m not into horoscopes or whatever.
(11) Chinese astrology sign: Woof. Want me to wag my tail too?
(12) Religion: Christian, and I love being Christian. I’m doing Purpose Driven Life devotions everyday now.
(13) What's your favorite smell?: … Ahh the scent of blood. [I am a SADIST. If you don’t like it, go away.]
(22) What do you do for a living?: … that’s confidential, but I am a student. And a teacher, and a Christian, and… *blah blah*
(23) What do you do for fun?: I just do stupid shit to piss people off :D lol.
(24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: My red mechanical pencil, traditional pencil, eraser, white paper.
(25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Copic Markers. ZOMG. Melissa has the full set ==’
(26) Have you met your grandparents?: I suppose, but I only remember my grand mothers.
(27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Nope. Relationships are a drag, and now’s not the time for one.
(28) Crush: … Haha. Nice Try, wiseass.
(34) Do you burn or tan?: ??? I know what’s a tan, what’s a burn?
(35) Ever break a bone?: Yup. Hell, it effing hurt T.T
(36) What is your favorite cereal?: FRUIT LOOPS!!! XD
(37) Person you cry with: I don’t cry with “someone”.
Do you have...
(38) Any sisters: … 2. But one left the house already.
(39) Any brothers: No. Although I’ve wondered how it would be if I had an older or younger brother.
(40) Any pets: No, my mum won’t allow any in the house, even if we promise to look after them. Not even hamsters or mice == dammit. She says she’ll still end up taking care of them. [the pets, I mean.]
(41) An illness: Asthma… and a lot more. My immune system sucks, so I’m easily prone to illnesses going around, and I keep on being sick for a long time.
(42) A pager: … Do I look like I’m 60? We’ve got cell phones now, dumass ==
(43) A personal phone line: No, but damned it, I want one T.T
(44) A cell phone: Yes, a Music Express, and I want to change it soon.
(45) A visible birthmark: Nope, I guess not?
(46) A pool or hot tub: No, BUT I WANT ONE DAMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT T.T
(56) Do you believe in yourself?: Sometimes. It depends on what you’re talking about, I guess.
(57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: No, I don’t. I think that’s just stupid and impossible.
(58) Consider yourself a good listener?: Haha, again, it depends on what you’re talking about.
(59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: Getting into SOTA ASAP and being a freelance artist in my free time off work, and my actual job has a relaxed schedule. Maybe I’ll be a Debate Teacher when I grow up, a Debate team trainer :D That would be way too cool.
(60) Get along with your parents?: Sometimes. Mostly my mum gets me, but my dad is more difficult to get to. He has a lot of stress from work, and sometimes he doesn’t mean to, but he takes it out on us by scolding us for no reason. The other day, mhe grabbed my neck. That really pissed me off.
(61) Save your e-mail conversations?: No.
(62) Pray?: Yes, obviously!! Everyday and every night ^^
(63) Believe in reincarnation?: No, but I believe in life after death. Our time here on earth is to prepare us for an eternity with God :D awesome, huh?
(64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: Yeah, before bed and after getting up.
(65) Like to talk on the phone?: Yeah, I prefer it to texting. Texting gets annoying after awhile because my fingers hurt ==’
(66) Like to eat?: I’m not an eat to live than a live to eat person. I guess there’s nothing wrong with that, hey.
(67) Like to exercise?: I like swimming and cycling. Certain exercises, I guess?
(68) Like to watch sports?: GYMNASTICS!! Especially the ones during Olympics XD
(69) Sing in the car?: Yup, but softly. I sing, like, everywhere. During exams too 0.o
(70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: My dreams vary, so… although I like anime, I don’t dream about it == that would be wtf-ness, man.
(71) Dream in color?: Yes. No… wait, what? Sometimes?
(72) Do you have nightmares?: Yes. Quite a lot.
(73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?: Nope. Actually, only very rarely, with my large ladybird cushion. It’s so soft :D
(74) What's right next to you?: My drink, my cell phone, tissues [I’m sick.], the fan, my pencil case…
(75) What's on your favorite mug?: My favorite mu… I usually drink out of glasses or plastic cups, neither of which have designs.
(76) What's on your mouse pad?: My mouse? Lol!!
(77) Your favorite flavor of gum: I like spearmint. It’s minty fresh :D
(78) Your brand of deodorant: I don’t use it unless I get really sweaty, so I don’t have a particular brand cause I usually bum some off whoever I happen to be with at the time.
(79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Japan or Korea. Hokkaido and Seoul!! Hot springs XD
(80) Your dream husband/wife: I probably haven’t met him yet.
(81) What's hiding in your closet?: Not the boogeyman, don’t worry.
(82) Under your bed: Another mattress :D My bed’s a triple decker, and I sleep on the middle bunk.
(83) The name of one of your closest/best friends: Wan.
(84) Your bad time of the day: When I just wake up. Boy, you better stay on my good side -.-“
(85) Your worst fear(s): I hate this question… being alone.
(86) What's the weather like: Damned hot in the day, pretty cool and alright in the night.
(87) Your favorite time of year?: CNY and my Birthday ^^
(88) Your favorite holiday?: June and December holidays.
(89) A material weakness?: That would probably be my pencil. Take it away and I get grouchy and liable to bite your head off ==
(90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: I don’t think I have anything on my list too extraordinary.
(91) At the top of your "to-do list"?: Hmm. Getting rid of this stupid cold/fever/sore throat/ headache/ cough.
(92) The hardest thing about growing up: Losing your innocent way of looking at things.(93) A pet peeve?: Ehh… I think I have too many to mention ^^’
(94) Your scariest moment: When my dad has a high chance of getting physical, and I don’t get my cases done in time.
(95) Your attitude about love?: It’s great, but you need God’s and your parent’s blessings.
(96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: I’ve never really done anything intentionally to get the attention of boys. Au contraire, I try to not be noticed since I think it’s not the time for a relationship. Being friends is ok, though.
(97) The worst feeling in the world: Feeling that even God has forsaken you.
(98) The best feeling in the world: Winning.
(99) Who sent this to you?: Melissa :D
(100) Six people to tag: Wan, Kimberly, Ryan, Jessie, Roy, Fiona.

SIX PAIRINGS I LIKE :
1. Hikaru X Haruhi (OHHC)
2. Urahara X Yoruichi (Bleach)
3. Matt X Mello (Deathnote)
4. Ichigo X Rukia (Bleach)
5. L X Light (Deathnote)
6. Tadase X Amu (Shugo Chara)

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED:
7. Nadeshiko X Amu (Shugo Chara) [It got boring after they said Nadeshiko was really a guy, lol XD]
8. Kiba X Hinata (Naruto) [Just got tired of it, I guess.]
9. Haruhi x Kaoru (OHHC) [I finally realized Hikaru would suit her better.]

THREE SHIPS I'VE NEVER LIKED:
10. Itachi X Sakura (Naruto) [Ditto 11.]
11. Sasori X Sakura (Naruto) [He’s too damned good for Sakura. Useless bubblegum pink witch.]
12. Ichigo X Orihime (Bleach) [She’s USELESS, people. USELESS. Freaking faeries flying around for comic relief.]

TWO SHIPS THAT HAVE PIQUED MY INTEREST:
13. ShinoxGaara (Naruto)
14. Deidara X Sasori (Naruto)

1. Why do you dislike #11 so much?
Sasori rocks, and Sakura sucks. It’s reason enough. Like wtf, people, Sasori’s TOO GOOD for her!!!
2. Who do you know that ships #13?
I’m not sure I know anyone in person ==’
3. What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3?
WHEE!! That Matt actually does get together with Mello, the chocolate addict and the gamer XDXDXD
4. What is your favorite moment for #1?
When Hikaru and Kaoru were fighting over her, it was just so touching how far Kaoru was willing to go T.T
5. How long have you been following couple #6?
After I finished Shugo Chara 2 ^^
6. What's the story with #8? What made you stop caring?
Got tired of it, I guess. A fic I wrote about these 2 took me ages.
7. Which ship do you prefer--#2 or #4?
I think 2’s more interesting >:D
8. You have the power to make one ship non-existent. Choose from #10 or #12.
NUMBER 10!!! SHE SUCKS!!! SAKURA EFFING SUCKSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
9. What interests you about #14?
It’s yaoi between akatsuki villains. Need I say more? ^^
10. When did you stop liking #7?
When I realized nadeshiko was actually a guy, lol. It was way surprising!!!
11. Did your waning interest in #9 kill your interest in the series?
No. I still love OHHC XD
12. What's a song that reminds you of #5?
I would say Breathe by Prodigy. That song rocks!!!
13. Which of these ships do you love the most right now?
Light X L!!! ZOMG. Sometimes, I just LOVE yaoi.
14. Which do you dislike the most?
I would have to say Sasori X Sakura. SHE SUCKS!!!!!!
15. If you could have any of these pairings double date, who would they be?
Light X L and Matt X Mello. Lol!! Same series, and it would be hell funny cause they’re all GUYS XD
16. Have #2 kissed yet? Elaborate if yes.
In fan fictions, lol. Not in the actual series, of course.
17. Did #4 have a happy ending? Do you think one is likely?
NO!!!!!!! DON’T REMIND ME!! HE GOT TOGETHER WITH ORIHIME, THE STUPID FAERIE FETISH GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!! @.@
18. What would make you start shipping #14?
A really good story about them on FanFiction.net, haha ^^
19. If only one could happen, which would you prefer--#2 or #6?
I think I’d prefer number 2. It’s really funny because one’s really focused and one’s just super easy-going ^^
20. You have the power to decide the fate of #10. What happens to them?
IT’D NEVER HAPPEN. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

001. Name → SuiSide.
002. Nickname(s) → Several profanities. Let’s skip this, shall we?
003. Status → SICK. WTF.
004. Zodiac sign → Aries.
005. Male or female → Female.
006. Elementary → FINITO.
007. Middle School → In my 2nd year.
008. High School → Working on it!!
009. Smart → Yes.
010. Hair color → Light brown in the light.
011. Long or short → SHORT.
012. Loud or Quiet → Depends on the current situation ==
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans!!
014. Phone or Camera → Phone, un.
015. Health freak → Not really.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drinking’s more likely for me.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → … Nice try.
018. Eating or Drinking → If I’m doing one, I can’t do without the other.
019. Piercings → I’ve got ear piercings.
020. Tattoos → NO WAY.
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → ears.
024. First best friend → Wan?
025. First award → I can’t remember. I’ve got a lot from last time.
026. First crush → Can’t remember that either.
027. First pet → Never had one ==’
028. First big vacation → To Australia!
030. First big birthday → probably around 5 to 7.
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → None.
050. Drinking → Green Tea.
052. I'm about to → Complete this quiz.
053. Listening to → Kokoro song.
054. Plans for today → FINISH THIS FREAKING QUIZ.YOUR
FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Made up my mind to adopt in future ^^
059. Want to get married? → Would be troublesome. Depends on the guy.
060. Careers in mind → Freelance artist/ Debater/ Speech giver.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice stomach.
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Trouble maker.
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → No.
081. Ran away from home → Yes.
084. Broken someone's heart → …Yes.
085. Been arrested → No.
087. Cried when someone died → No.
DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → Sometimes.
090. Miracles → Yes.
091. Love at first sight → NO.
092. Heaven → Yes! Of course.
093. Santa Claus → No, wtf.
094. Sex on the first date → NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
095. Kiss on the first date → NOOOOOOOOOOOO.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → No.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes!!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → ? ……… Huh?

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been firedEmbarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. *3cm of my intestines were removed.
[x] I've had chicken pox.Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose
[x] I've woken up crying.Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x]I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x]I've planned my own suicide.
[x]I've attempted suicide.
[x]I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x]I know how to shoot a gun
[x] am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ]I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I play video games.
[x]I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ]I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All of those are answered honestly

The Retard Quiz
PLEASE BE HONEST ^^
1. [x] You have choked on water before.
2. [ ] You have tripped down the stairs before.
3. [ ] You have walked into a door.
4. [x] You have pushed a door the wrong way.
5. [ ] You have walked into a wall.
6. [ ] You have fallen going UP the stairs.
7. [ ] You have jumped off stairs and hit your head on whatever was above them.
8. [ ] You have been electrocuted by a light-switch or an outlet.
9. [ ] You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave.
10. [x] Right after a commercial comes on you forgot the show you were watching.
11. [x] You have forgotten something that someone said.
12. [ ] You sometimes don’t understand sayings / jokes, and it takes a long time to figure them out.
14. [x] You have been bleeding and not even noticed it.
15. [ ] You've worn something backwards / inside out the whole day without knowing.
16. [ ] you have stuck a fork / knife in a toaster before.
17. [x] You have played with fire.
18. [x] You've tripped over your own shoelace.
19. [x] You didn’t even notice there wasn’t a number 13 in this quiz
20. [ ] You just checked to see if there wasn’t a number 13

So how retarded are you??
0% - 0/20 x's
5% - 1/20 x's
10% - 2/20 x's
15% - 3/20 x's
20% - 4/20 x's
25% - 5/20 x's
30% - 6/20 x's
35% - 7/20 x's
40% - 8/20 x's
45% - 9/20 x's
50% - 10/20 x's
55% - 11/20 x's
60% - 12/20 x's
65% - 13/20 x's
70% - 14/20 x's
75% - 15/20 x's
80% - 16/20 x's
85% - 17/20 x's
90% - 18/20 x's
95% - 19/20 x's
100% - 20/20 x's

Post a comment saying "I am __ % Retarded"
I am 40% Retarded.

*W*H*O*
who are your best friends?
Wan, Kimberly and maybe Syafiqah? =D
who do you like?
Friends and family. Church people.
who is your mom?
Jorina Chong Soo May. Man, can she NAG or what =.=
who owns your house?
My dad.
who bought you the clothes your wearing?
My mum, I think?
who is at your house?
Right now, just me and my mum.
who loves you?
Family and friends (well, most of them) 0.o
who said hey to you today?
Kimberly and Wan. Syafiqah started off with a “SHERI TAN!!” XD
who are you talking to right now?
Aren’t I indirectly taking to you, dumass?
who was your ex-boy/girlfriend?
Ehh… I don’t really think it was counted because it was a one-sided relationship.
*W*H*A*T*
what town do you live in?
Singapore. My god, this place needs more recreational hang-outs.
what are your pet peeves?
Hmm. I think I’ve got too many to count… 0.o
what are you wearing?
Err… a red shirt and black shorts. Underwear ==’’what do your teeth look like?
They… look like teeth. WOAH!! But I’ve got this one tooth that looks way cool, like a Dracula one.what are you doing in an hour?
I’ll be back at my CCA, or sleeping. Cause I’m still recovering from being sick T.T
what is your middle name?
The real one or the self-proclaimed one? :)
what is your deepest secret?
… Haha, nice try, wiseass.
what are you doing tomorrow?
Tomorrow there’s no school… I guess I’ll be sleeping in :D
what is your boy/girlfriend's middle name?
Don’t have one.
what is in this for you?
What? I’m bored. Sue me. This at least gives me something to do ==’’
what are your favorite thing(s) to do?
DRAWING XDXDXDXDXDXDXD WHEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lol.what are you sitting on?
Err… a… chair?? 0.o
*W*H*E*R*E*
where are you at right now?
I’m at home, where did you think I was?
where were you at at 12 noon today?
I was at the National Museum. Like, some retarded school excursion about history that I already knew everything about.
where is your toothbrush at?
What kind of stupid question is this??! D:<
where do you sleep?
Well, officially on a bed, but I can do with anywhere, really.
where do you live?
Bwahahaha, a place better than you!! LOL XD
where were you at?
IN MY BEDROOM. Is this thing freaking on??!
where is your boy/girl friend?
DON’T GOT ONE. Ok, we need a new mike, people.
where are your parents?
One’s here, the other’s out working.
where did you put your book bag?
Here, we call it a school bag.
where do you keep your socks?
Hey Hey Hey, let’s not get personal, bub.
*W*H*E*N*
when was your first kiss?
Didn’t I just say we shouldn’t get personal, dumass??! WILL YOU JUST FREAKING LISTEN ALREADY??! ><
when are you getting a job?
I already have one.
when did you graduate? From Where?
I graduated from preschool and primary school, 2000 and 2006 respectively.
when will you grow up?
Me? Grow up?? Pfft >:D
when are you going to call your friend?
Huh? When I need to talk to her about something, I guess.
when did you get home last night?
Last time I got back into the house was 8.
when are you going to stop taking surveys?
When I get bored with them. It’s when I get bored that I stop doing something. Not if it’s difficult.
when was the last time you had a fruit smoothie? A really, REALLY long time ago -.-“
when are you getting married?
When I find the right guy and I have God’s and my parent’s blessings, I guess.
*W*H*Y*
why are you taking this?
I’M BORED. SOMEONE HASN’T BEEN LISTENING.
why are you weird?
I got my reasons, bub. Back Off >:(
why are you wearing what you're wearing right now?
I just showered, sue me!! T.T
why don't you have friends?
I have friends, you twit. They just don’t happen to be right here so I can prove it.
why can't you get a boy/girl friend?
I can if I want to, but since I don’t have one, it means I don’t want one. God, USE YOUR BRAIN. Relationships are troublesome.
why do you live where your at?
Because my mum and dad chose to live here. I’m with them till I’m married. DUMASS.
*H*O*W*
how do you fix your hair?
Is there really a need for a specific way?? God, I never knew. By combing it?
how are the kids?
I don’t have any as of yet. I’m freaking 14, don’t be stupid.
how many hours do you spend on the computer?
Eheh… let’s skip this question ^^’
how many TV shows do you watch?
I don’t really keep track… 0.o
how did you find this survey?
I was just browsing DeviantArt.
how do you like it so far?
It’s alright, I guess. Entertaining. how do you make sharpies?
I don’t know.
how many sharpies do you own?
None ==’
how often do you say I love you?
Only when I mean it.

1. What ur fav band?
I have a few… currently Paramore and Prodigy.
2. What do u hate the most?
Too many to name. certain people, certain qualities, and a whole lot of personality issues D:<
3. How do u like ur toast?
Toasted =.=
4. What song expresses u the most?
I would say… I’m not sure… remember the name? 0.o
5. What's ur fav. TV show?
Anime’s count? 0.o
6. What's ur fav book/manga?
I would still say naruto was the one that made the most impact, and as for book… the Artemis fowl series XD7. What's ur fav animal?
Bats :D I know. Abnormal-ness -.-“
8. What's ur fav kind of flower?
I like lilies. And bluebells… irises.
9. How many pets do u have and what r they?
I have no pets… my mum T.T
10. Do u like pancakes?
Yes!! My mum makes them sometimes =D
11. Did u ever wish u were a ninja?!?
What a damned stupid question.
*whispers* yesssssssssssss.
12. What's ur fav color?
RED AND BLACK FOREVER XDXDXD
13. Fav subject in school?
English and Lit :D

1) smoked weed or cigs… (yes.)
2) consumed alcohol… (Yes.)
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.... (No.)
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex… (Yes.)
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex… (No.)
6) made out with someone of the same sex… (No.)
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex… (Yes.)
8) watched porn… (NO.)
9) bought porn… (NO.)
10) done drugs… (Yes.)
TOTAL: 5

11) taken pain killers… (Yes.)
12) taken someone else’s prescription medicine. (Yes.)
13) lied to your parents… (Yes.)
14) lied to a friend… (Yes.)
15) snuck out of the house… (Yes.)
16) done something illegal… (Yes.)
17) cut yourself… (Yes.)
18) hurt someone… (Yes.)
19) wished someone to die… (Yes.)20) seen someone die… (Yes.)
TOTAL: 10

21) missed curfew… (Yes.)
22) stayed out all night… (Yes.)
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself… (Yes.)
24) been to a therapist… (Yes.)
25) been to rehab… (No.)
26) dyed your hair… (No.)
27) received a ticket… (No.)
28) been in a wreck… (Yes.)
29) been to a club… (Yes.)
TOTAL: 6

31) been to a wild party… (Yes.)
32) seen the Mardi Gras… (No.)
33) prayed to a different God. (No.)
34) had a summer break in Florida… (No.)
35) sniffed anything… (Yes.)
36) wore black nail polish… (Yes.)
37) wore arm bands… (Yes.)
38) wore t-shirts with band names… (Yes. )
39) listened to rap… (Yes.)
40) own a 50 cent CD… (No.)
TOTAL: 6

41) dressed gothic… (Yes.)
42) dressed prep… (Yes.)
43) dressed punk… (Yes.)
44) dressed grunge… (Yes.)
45) stole something… (Yes.)
46) been too drunk to remember anything… (No.)
47) blacked out… (No.)
48) fainted… (Yes.)
49) had a crush on your neighbor… (No.)
50) had someone sneak into your room… (Yes.)
TOTAL: 7

51) snuck into someone else's room… (Yes.)
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex… (Yes.)
53) been to a concert… (Yes.)
54) dry humped someone… (No.)
55) been called a slut… (Yes.)
56) called someone a slut… (Yes.)
57) installed speakers in your car… (No.)
58) broke a mirror… (Yes.)
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house… (Yes.)60) brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush… (No.)
TOTAL: 7

61) consider ludacris a rapper… (Yes.)
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters… (No.)
63) cruised the mall… (Yes.)
64) skipped school… (Yes.)
65) had an eating disorder… (No.)
66) had an injury… (Yes.)
67) gone to court… (Yes.)
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying… (Yes.)
69) caught something on fire… (Yes.)
70) lied about your age… (Yes.)
TOTAL: 8

71) owned an apartment… (No.)
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend… (No.)
73) been cheated on… (Yes.)
74) got in trouble with the police… (No.)
75) talked to a stranger… (Yes.)
76) hugged a stranger… (Yes.)
77) kissed a stranger… (No.)
78) rode in the car with a stranger… (Yes.)
79) been sexually harassed… (Yes.)
80) been verbally harassed… (Yes.)
TOTAL: 6

81) met face to face with someone you met online… (Yes.)
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight… (Yes.)
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight… (Yes.)
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight… (No.)
85) been to a fair… (Yes.)
86) been called a bad influence… (Yes.)
87) cursed… (Yes.)
88) prank called someone… (Yes.)
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex… (Yes.)
90) cheated on a test… (Yes.)
TOTAL: 9

91) cheated on homework… (Yes.)
92) received/given a hand job… (NO.)
93) been pushed into a pool… (Yes.)
94) played pool… (Yes.)
95) watched 5 hours of MTV straight… (No.)
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you… (No.)
97) had a crush on someone younger than you… (Yes.)
98) wear eyeliner… (Yes.)
99) skinny dipped… (No.)
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt… (Yes.)
TOTAL: 6

10-20= goodie good
21-30= a little rebellious
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= b*tch
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= bad ass
91-100= see you in hell

TOTAL: 70
B*tch

1. whose your fave naruto character if you even like naruto?
SASORI DANNA!!!!!!!!!!!! ZOMG XDXDXD LOL.
2. whose your fave trigun character?
What’s Trigun? Never heard of it.
3.whose your fave tokyo mew mew?
Zakuro, if I would HAVE to pick. TMM was over eons ago.
4. What are your fave anime's and your fave characters in that anime?
I’d say Naruto had the best storyline in the earlier episodes, and my fave character is Sasori, of course. Tied, with Gaara XD
5. do you have any made up characters that you'd like to draw in the space bellow? please do ^_^ i love made up characters they are so neat, But no. I can’t draw in Word Document ==”
6. whats your fave color?
RED and BLACK XD
7.whats your eye color?
Brown? I think ^^
8.hair color?
Brown, too. Under the light, it becomes clearer.
9. age?
Me? 14.
10. do you believe in God? why or why not?
OF COURSE I BELIVE IN GOD, YOU DOOFUS. DO YOU THINK THIS WHOLE WORLD JUST FREAKING HAPPENED? EVERYTHING AROUND YOU IS EVIDENCE OF OUR ALMIGHTY GOD WHO REIGNS SUPREME OVER THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH, AND EVEN HELL.
11. ^-^ dogs or cats?
Cats, definitely ^^
12. do you like sea food?Yes!!!
13. What’s your fave food?
Sushi!! I love sushi.
14. wolves or dogs or foxes?I would have to say wolves. Foxes come a close second.
15. 10 or 20 XD?
10. Quality for me, not quantity.
16. how tall are you?
Probably taller than you >:D
17.whats your shoe size?
I… forgot ==”
18. fave brand of clothes?
I don’t really have a particular brand, actually.
19. whats your fave fantasy creature?Um. Out of desperation, I would probably blurt out something stupid like… UNICORN!!
…
Shit.
20. do you have an msn...if not which one do you have?
Huh? Which what?? 0.o
21. what game consoles do you like?
I don’t care for gaming.
22. what games do you have for those consoles or console?
I SAID I don’t care for gaming.
23. do you have a fave band?
Several, at the moment ^^
24. do you have a fave singer and/or rapper?
Again, several.
25. do you like pizza?
Of course!! Who doesn’t??! XD