December 21, 2008
a bitter smile.
you should really put your posts in a visible colour.
my eyes hurt.
i'm sorry, i forgot i don't hurt.
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6:22 AM; unforgotten.Y
December 20, 2008
It's a way i express myself. i can't help it. and if it hurts you, i'm sorry. just want you to know, i'm thankful you're there, and i hope you always will be. please don't be sad. because all those little thoughts you post are just like stabs, over and over again. helping isn't an option. i can't help. i don't know how. where the root of the problem is isn't the issue. even if i knew it, i wouldn't be able to solve it. that's the issue. i say i'm ok, but it really hurts to see you like to see you like this. maybe it's because you've changed. maybe it's cause i have. but i will always have it nagging at me, a small ray of hope that you'll confide in me. sounds like something they'd script on disney channel, but yeah. i do. i'm hurt too, but i'm pretty sure you're hurt more. so i guess my pain pales in comparism to yours. mine doesn't matter as much. what's important here is you, so please.Please Feel Better.ps, i'll always love you, hating me or not. if i have to turn evil, i'll turn into the villian for you. maybe i already have.
1:39 AM; unforgotten.Y
MY FRINGE HAS BEEN BRUTALLY CUT SIDEWAYS!!!!!
ZOMG!!!!!!!!!
T.T
1:17 AM; unforgotten.Y
December 18, 2008
Mello was confused. Was he supposed to walk toward Matt, or what? Everyone was watching him now, and Matt. If he ran away, that’d just embarrass Matt and him both.
‘Ahh whatever.’ He thought, watching Matt coming over, with a smile. ‘I’ll just stay over here.’
Matt hugged Mello, and he whispered in his ear, “Ich liebe dich, Mihael.” [I love you in German]
Mello smiled and held Matt head down to where his shoulder met his neck and smiled. “Ich liede dich auch, Mail. Ich bin traurig.” [I love you too, I’m sorry. in German] Matt was crouched over Mello’s smaller figure.
The crowd had no idea what they said, but they all cheered anyway. Mello and Matt smiled.
Lavi, Kanda and Allen grinned.
Kanda called over a girl with 2 long ponytails and smiled. “Miss Leenalee, would you please get a coke for my friend Allen here?” he said, reading off her nametag, and pulling Allen in front of him. Then he walked away and Allen and Leenalee flushed.
“So… your name’s Leenalee…” Allen grinned, flushing as he lifted a hand and scratched his head. The girl nodded, smiling.
“Follow me, I’ll make you a drink.” She said. Allen nodded. “Ok!!”
Matt and Mello retired to the private room Mello had been in, and Kanda and Lavi were left in the private room the four had drinks and caught up in. Lavi flopped on the couch and smiled. “Well, tonight was a good night.”
Kanda looked over to him from the window. “Sure was. Allen’s talking to the girl.”
Lavi sprung off the couch. “ALLEN’S TALKING TO A GIRL??!?! WHERE?!?!” he leaned next to Kanda. Kanda laughed and hugged him. “Over there… I introduced her.” he said, pointing on the glass, but Lavi was no longer interested. Kanda laughed against his back.
Who cares, he’s got his own boyfriend to worry about.Hee hee, just had to post ONE more cute exerpt :D
Allena's pretty good, and accompanied my MattMeelo and LaviYuu...
ZOMG bleeding nose fest XDXDXD lol.
11:04 PM; unforgotten.Y
“Matt!!”
Matt stepped out of the vehicle and saw the 3 guys he’d called out already waiting for him. “Hey, guys. It’s been a bit.” He said, and Kanda nodded. “We need to go in full group, and so we had to wait till you got here.”
Matt stubbed out his cigarette and scratched his head. “Sorry I’m late…”
Allen jumped. “Hey, no problems, let’s just get in already.” Lavi shook his head as the silver haired kid bounded up the steps. “I don’t think he even understands the terms ‘nightclub’ or ‘bouncers’ or maybe not even ‘guns’. That’s pretty depressing.” He said, and Matt nodded. He, for one, knew someone who was best friends with guns.
They made their way to a special table, and a girl tended to them. “What’ll it be??” the girl said, smirking at Lavi. He grinned. “RoyalGin21. Kanda?” “Bacardi.”
“Tequila freeze.” Matt ordered, and Allen piped up, “Just a coke.”
… All of them stared at him. He looked at them earnestly. “What??! Don’t you like coke??”
Matt groaned. Allen could really do his head in sometimes.An exerpt from my songfic on MattXMello, World Is Mine :D Yeah, Melissa, it's the Kaito version XDXDXD The one that i can reach, na na nee na na XD Lol.
Anyways, earthlings, MY COAT IS GOING TO BE FINISHED TODAYYYYYYEE, ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG I CAN WAIIIITE XDXDXD WHEE!!! IT'S GOING TO BE AWESOMEFUNKYDALICIOUS!!!
...
I am NEVER talking like that again. I feel like i need to that a 87 hour nap, that was EXHAUSTING. But i ran out of edging, so i can't get the red lines along the shoulders or the bottom of the coat... T.T but she'll do it for me when i get more edging, so YEAH >8DToday i'm going to get a haircut, too. I'm finally gonna look like MELLO!! :D Cause i can't cut my hair like Train Heartnet from Black cat yet TT.TT but it's just a minor setback because i'll be cutting that punk do next year >:D And did i tell anyone my dad got me a pair of LEATHER GLOVES FOR CHRISTMAS :DDDDDD bwahahahahahaha. BadAss-licious, LOL.I'll wear my gloves, my coat, my black jeans, my red turtleneck which my mother had to get for me for the christmas choir dress code, my boots and i should be able to make past cosplayers expectations for an OC design. LOL.Maybe next year i'll go with Melissa for the January coscon 8DDD I'm sure she'd like that ^^ I think 0.o TTYL, my peeps.One more exerpt!!“Just… needed to vent… I guess.” He said, and forced a smile. Allen grinned. “We’ll help you with that, at least.”
Lavi patted his shoulder. “Dude, just give us a ring. We’ve been wanting to get out sometime, anyway.” Kanda nodded, and the waitress arrived with their drinks. Kanda smiled at her. “Thanks.” She walked away blushing.
Matt rolled his eyes. Kanda could be unbelievably smooth, despite his weird samurai like hairdo. They enjoyed their drinks, just catching up. Matt was beginning to wonder about the blonde, and scrambled for his cell when he felt a vibration.
A text… Matt swallowed. It was from Mello.
[Where R U, Matt? I’m sry.]
“Who was that, you looked like a moron, scrambling like that.” Lavi said, picking the cell phone from Matt’s reach. Matt felt the heat rise to his face as they read the text, and Allen stirred his drink. “Do you like this guy or something?” He said, and Matt turned away. Kanda nodded. “Yes, Allen, I believe Matt does like this guy.”
“Mello… who the heck names their kid Mello!!” Lavi chuckled, and he handed the cell phone back to Matt.
“You know, I think you should tell him where we are.” Kanda said, and Lavi leaned forward. “So…” he whispered, “Who’s… you know… on top??” Matt recoiled. “I’m not giving you details of my sex life!!!”
Lavi sat back in his seat, satisfied. “You’re the uke, huh?”
Matt’s face burned. “We… sort-of-kind-of take turns, ok, shut up.” Kanda laughed, and Allen innocently stirred his drink.
“Ok…” Lavi said, leaning back. Matt sent Mello the text informing him where he was, and Kanda nodded. “What are we going to do today?” Allen jumped. He liked this part.
“American boy??” Lavi suggested, and Matt looked at him. “Which version?”
“There are 2 versions?” Lavi wrinkled his nose. Matt shrugged. “I don’t know. I was asking you.”
Kanda growled. “I’m sick of American boy. There are too many freaking effects to go through. Can we do something else?”
“Yeah, and besides, we did American boy last time.” Allen said, and Lavi nodded. “Sure. What do you wanna do, Allen, and it had better not be the Lucky Star opening. I will hurt you.”
Allen slumped in his seat.It's not possible.
10:47 PM; unforgotten.Y
December 04, 2008
ALRIGHTY!!!
A new fandom has emerged from the shadows, a shonen ai series titled LOVELESS!!!!
It's not a new comic, it's actually been around for quite awhile... apparantly the 8th book has already made its appearances in bookstores...
There are nekos in it!!! [Nekos: humans who have a pair of animal ears, commonly house pet ears such as cats or dogs, but wolves are common as well.] Apparantly that's normal, too.
Features a 12 year old boy named Ritsuka, and he has cat ears and tail to go with it. The other main character is a 20 year old named Soubi. Ritsuka's still studying in the 6th grade at Elementary school, and Soubi's in college on an Art degree.
Soubi has no neko ears, signifying adulthood. It was hinted at a point of time the loss of ears could mean that the subject has lost his or her virginity. Soubi is also a smoker. He is one of the strongest fighters who graduated out of the Seven Moons academy, where they are taught how to fight with the help of sacrifices. Soubi is the fighter, while Ritsuka is the sacrifice.
This implies that Soubi is able to cast word spells and all harm that the opponent inflicts on him will be instead relected on Ritsuka. However, the sacrifice seems to have the power to give orders to the fighter in and out of battle, and the fighter is powerless to refuse. Soubi is very protective over Ritsuka, especially in battle.
Ritsuka, at one point of time, was believed to have lost his older brother, Seime, but it was revealed later on in the series that Seime was actually still alive. His mother has a slight health condition, which causes her to lose control of her sanity regularly, and thus Ritsuka is constantly beaten by his mother. However, Ritsuka refuses to leave her side, saying he would never want his mother to be alone.
Soubi and Ritsuka later kind-of-sort-of fall in love 8D
I LOVE LOVELESS.
Read loveless on Mangahut:
http://mangahut.com/manga/Loveless/001
6:02 PM; unforgotten.Y
December 03, 2008
OH. MY. GOD.
I didn't think i could do it, but i did!!!
I mean, i didn't even know if it was possible...
It was a huge feat for me guys.
YEAH YEAH, laugh all you want, but let's see if you can write a fluff for
ITACHIXKISAME.
Oh My Bogging God, it's near impossible, people.
It's actually a
FLUFF/CRACK/HUMOR/ALTERNATE UNIVERSE/YAOI/LIGHT ROMANCE/CUTE fic.
I know. It's amazing i lived. I'm surprised too.
Here's the link>>>
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4693527/1/The_Moment_Of_TruthYeah. Wanna know why it's titled the moment of truth?
PFFT. Long story cut short, i got the inspiration to write it while watching The Moment On Truth on TV >:D
Can you see where this is going?
This is the exact summary i put on the fic in my FanFiction.net account~
ItachiXKisame Fanfiction: Itachi receives an invitation to the gameshow The Moment Of Truth , but if his secrets will be revealed, what will be of his secret crush on Kisame? Hinted KakaIru, SasuNaru. Our universe crossed with theirs.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA doesn't anyone find my stories ridiculously stupid and laughable??!! XDXDXD I love writing these!!! OH MY GOD!!!!
LOL.Anyways, some interesting stuff is that Sasuke and Naruto are supposed to be together for one day only, Kakashi and Iruka have been together for quite awhile :D
Err, Sasori and Deidara are together... Sasuke's training to be a make up artist in his free time and he did Itachi's stage make up XD apparantly, for one day, Sasuke didn't feel like tearing Itachi's guts out and dragging them across the floor XD
It's mentioned that Sasuke decided to be a make up artist after he had spent so much time with Orochimaru doing his eye makeup, which he realised he had a talent for :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
LAWL.
Look Look Look!!! An exerpt from the story for you guys:
"DEIDARA, GET THAT PLAIT OUT OF MY HAIR." He said, and Deidara laughed nervously, taking the ribbon off and tying it right. Hidan reclined on the small blue sofa in the room and turned to the door. 5 seconds later, Sasuke's head stuck in. "Hey." he said, his arm around the kyuubi boy from before. Itachi turned to face him. "Hey." he replied slightly surprised, and Sasuke walked in. Although he'd given his brother a pass to his dressing room, he didn't expect Sasuke to use it.
"Move." he said to Deidara, and the blonde moved, though he remained glaring. Sasuke tilted Itachi's chin up. "This is where i usually threaten you and you call me an idiot, but let's skip that today. You look terrible, but your complexion's fine. I'm going to fix this." Sasuke said, and Itachi frowned. "What the hell..." "Sasuke's training in his free time to be a make up specialist because he's had alot of practise helping the snake guy with his eyes." Naruto said smirking, and Sasuke punched him. Picking up a stick of eyeliner, he nodded. "Shut your eyes." he commanded, and Itachi decided to let it go as he shut his eyes, and Sasuke drew his eyes. Naruto straightened his tie.
Eventually, after 20 minutes of foundation, eyeliner and touchups, Sasuke looked away, satisfied. "I'm watching from the audience, Itachi. Screw up. This'll be good." Sasuke joked, and Deidara laughed. Hidan grinned. "Hey, you look good." he said, and Itachi nodded a thanks as Sasuke waved, slipping out of the room.LOL. Enjoy reading,
please click on the link!!! XD
7:54 AM; unforgotten.Y
December 02, 2008
When i said get something pretty for yourself,
I didn't mean a gigolo.
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And the way you've been staring is just too crazy,
Making me want you like you want me,
Be with me tonight,
We'll be together forever till the stars fall.
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Hey everyone ^^
I'm back!!! [and right now i'm kind of wondering where the hell i went.]
Yeah, just to clear some stuff up, i'm still me, i still love chocolate and God, and i still hate pink.
Ok. so anyways, for the past coupleof weeks, i've been pretty busy, I was at church music camp, and then i went to Debate camp, at TJC.
before i recap my past few days, i introduce a new fandom to the world!!!
GENMAxRAIDO AND KAKASHIxIRUKA AND IZUMOxKOTETSU!!!
*insert long squeal here* <(can't be bothered to type it out.) The fanfictions only comes in a six-some, ladies and gentlemen, but 6 hot guys... i mean, psh, the more the merrier, right?? LOL. Would you believe i had a night to actually assigned myself an interuption free night to read these fics? MY GOD. And i bought special chocolate to eat, too. Dairy milk cadbury, and many thanks to Kimberly, who'd bought me a bar of Van Houten almond chocolate, and by the way guys, Almond Gold has got to be one of the best brands of chocolate i have EVER tasted thus far. Either way...
Ok, so about the music camp, i signed up for the vocalist courses, sat in on a couple of other lessons, but i just did the singing ones... on the night of the concert, patrick [that's the guy who taught us] picked me and Elizabeth from another church, the NLCommunityC, to sing a harmony with him. Lol, feels so nice to sing in harmony because we usually just sing in Melody tone.
...
^^
the concert went without a hitch.
Ok, so about the debate camp... well, first day was great, i guess, met a few people and stuff, i could name them, i think... Jasmine, Ara, Aqilah, Ismail, Marshall, Derrick. I think i screwed up the last name, but... yeah. Nevermind. I'll just call him derrick. we played some games, and i was best speaker :D really made me happy.
And then they asked us to prepare for a motion... THBT community service should be made compulsory. they didn't tell us which side, Prop or Opp, we would be on, so we had to prepare stuff for both sides. which sucked T.T I stayed up till past 2 that night, lol. On the second day, this guy, who was so smart as to forget to come on the first day, came. I think he was named Darren. again, not so sure... So on the second day, we debated, and they didin't tell us the results till the third day, and our side of the house won, and i got best speaker ^^ wheeeee... *waves little DOS [debate and oratorical society] flag around* there were 3 best speakers that were mentioned, but one of the facilitators, Aziz, told me later on that in all their opinions, i was the actual best speaker because my form was more shaped up.
But i didn't take part in the exhibition debate... sadly. i stayed up till 4 preparing for that motion. it was ... THW ban the advertising of fast food. which would be easy if it began THBT instead of THW. it makes a huge difference because with THW, you need to incude a solid policy with clauses and penalties, which is HELLA difficult.
And thus i stayed up till 4 preparing for it.
But the next day, they said that the other 2 would be going, because Ismail (second best speaker) was sec 3 this year, and next year he wouldn't be debating, and Aqilah had no debating team at her school so they felt she needed the exposure, since i'm most likely still going to have many chances to compete. So i handed Aqilah my research. Oh well. In the end, i have the cert to show i participated and debated during the camp, so i'm happy :D
Ok everyone, i have to ttyl, bye bye.
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And it's about time you see,
We're not going to be together,
You just gotta keep it all in,
Till you find something else pretty to look at.
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PS, have fun in Japan you!!! Get something pretty cool for yourself XD
7:51 AM; unforgotten.Y