November 08, 2008
You changed your address?
^^
Ok then ^^
I'll relink you real soon :D
I'm sick of having to go to Kim's blog to visit your blog anyway =="
LOLLLLLLL :D I miss hanging out...
Let's go out soon, yeah? XD
We'll make arrangements soon,<3 SuiSide
Ps, I'm sorry. I'll stray from everyone for you, if it'll make you happy...
First of all, the definitions of today's post.
I'm going to be in no way partial [biased] toward either parties. It will be my onus [responsibility] to explain the situation that took place from a third person's [I am not in eithable to clarify it by asking either party about their version of the ster parties] point of view.
This is how I, was viewing the situation. I assure everyone i was of sound body and mind and that I am doing this of my own will and no one is holding a double B to my head or threatening to break it with a brick [...or something like that].
If either side views this post, you are free to clarify my views with the person on your side.
The people involved in the situation:
@liang
@brian
@christina
#fiona
#kimberly
@#me
*Informal comments will be added in these: [ ~ ]
Alright, now that we have established the ground ruled of the post, i will begin explaining the situation. This may be offensive, but i hope, in no way partial.
Firstly, i would like to apologize for breaking anyone's spirit. It is, truely, and i'm being serious here, a guilt factor on my part. If you post the following code into your blog, i will pray for you ^^ : 4h8k1vjks9mwsik007sn3y
It's like this.
At that point in time, Kimberly had still liked Liang, but for Brain's sake, she had agreed to go to a meeting at Suntec City, where me, Fiona, Liang, him and her, a girl named Jessie and a guy named Roy, and a friend of ours [me and kimberly], were attending. [Yeah, that's 9 or 10 of us...]
The meeting was only supposed to have me, Kim, Brian, Fiona and Liang, but in the end, the group kind of... increased in number... Sorry. Don't know why, but i guess i'll just apologize for the rest of us, who invited extra people. [0.o]
Liang had planned on confessing his feelings for Fiona at the meeting itself. [Which explained why Kimberly was so unwilling to go, and why she asked me to go along with her.] It is supposed that Fiona had an inkling to his feelings for her, but that's not confirmed. Don't bust her ass on it. [seriously. Kimberly will kill ME for it.]
Anyways, the meeting was supposed to involve everyone, but in the end, Liang and Brian actually avoided conversation, i suppose it was a little bit of some of our faults, since we didn't attempt much conversation with them... Sorry.
Anyway... after lunch, we kind of lost them, somehow... i think it was when we went to Toys R Us. [we're all kids at heart, ney? ^^] Anyway, after that, we didn't really... notice... because they weren't really... well, they didn't seem to enjoy our company, so to speak, so Liang and Brian were mostly talking among themselves. It was highly likely we ran off without them, or they strayed from the group, or something like that. [I'm pretty sure it was when we were at Toys R Us...] Sorry if it seemed like we didn't want your company. Really. I guess we should have involved you some.
Ok, now, for the important part.
Well, after we came out of Toys R Us, Jessie wanted to see a bag that she had seen earlier. So we went back to the store, and Fiona got an SMS from Brian, and he asked her to meet him outside Toys R Us, i think. And somehow, she seemed strangely against it, and after the day, this gave me the impression, which was later confirmed in time, that she does not reciprocate Liang's feelings toward her. [It was speculation at the time, but it isn't now.] I'm sorry. The truth is, however, the truth. I'm simply saving her the arduous task of typing it out. Besides, Fiona was always incredibly [and sorry.. annoyingly, at times...] afraid of telling the truth if it hurts.
Everyone should stop blaming others. The bottomline is that right now, Fiona isn't interested in a relationship with anyone else other than this one guy, and Kimberly or me had nothing to do with her choice, even if we disapprove or approve. COUGHI, for one, DiSaPpRoVe.COUGH She just had her eyes on someone else. It's not her fault, the guy's fault, Liang's fault, My fault or Kimberly's fault. Life sucks like that. You can't technically blame anyone.
Either way, Fiona called, well, SMSed me, and of course, much as i confess, i dislike wasting my time helping her, I decided it would be kind of mean to ignore the sms... so in the end, i just...
I don't know, I was very impulsive. I apologize. For not thinking it through. I would have done something similar, but at least stuck around to explain, if i was thinking right.
In the end, the rest of the time was slightly unsettling, and Liang and Brian left the group. They SMSed one of us to say so, i think. I didn't see who it was. The rest of us didn't really know what to do, so i suggested watching a movie to ease the tension. [The house bunny was good, V funny, everyone should watch it, by the way :]
And after that, we all left the place. But we did glimpse a pair that looked Liang and Brian-ish, but they left before we could confirm. I guess we'll just take their word for it, that they left when they said they did.
I never spared a thought to the situation later on, till i saw several posts on different posts. I have been kept updated about the situation, but i haven't really done anything to intervene, such as calling any of the parties to "discuss battle plans" or something, and i haven't smsed either.
Alright.
No one should be blamed, ok?
Kimberly was blamed because she happened to be in love with Liang while he liked Fiona, so naturally Liang thought Kimberly must have implemented thoughts of immense hatred toward him in Fiona's brain. I assure you, all of this was self-observed. Fiona hated the way you treated Kimberly. Sorry if i sound harsh.
I was blamed because i helped Fiona, who requested help. I decided to go along with it for a simple reason; I was bored.
I treat many things like a game. Manipulating things to my advantage is pretty fun to me, it's like when you pick up a boomerang, you don't use it as a gun, you use it as a boomerang. Making use of what you have and its best advantage to defeat the opponent. Like David and Goliath, all David got was a slingshot, but he managed to K.O. the giant. [That reference was from the Bible, by the way.] That was just cool. At the time, i happened to know slightly more about Fiona than Liang, so anything i know less would automatically be "the enemy". So naturally, i helped Fiona. I wouldn't help someone i don't know.
That's all there is to it. I helped because i was bored. Does it answer questions?
No?
Oh well.
That's how it looked to me, the situation as an overall. That's exactly how the day went, minus several unimportant details.
Have a happy time evaluating this.
Wan?
Please don't be mad.
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5:44 AM; unforgotten.Y
This Is Me.
SuiSide
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