"You're already on anti-depressants. You feel the need to cut. In the past week, you've been kidnapped, nearly killed, emotionally wrecked several times, starved, dehydrated, frozen to the point of second degree hypothermia, frightened half to death and married. You are a stone and half underweight and you're still taking a lot of drugs. You are alabaster and covered in cuts and bruises, which must be sore. You've spent your entire life under intense pressure that you only endured by always being at the top of your game. In the past year, you've been in terrifying, potentially fatal situations; you took on Kira, you've been shot and you survived me having a breakdown. About four hours ago, the man who has been your surrogate father since you were three betrayed you in the worst way. You have just been in a situation where you had to take on me and Near simultaneously, and you have been worried sick that this meant the end of us. This is what I see in you, Mail. I have so much fucking respect for how resilient you have been until now, but I think you've deserved the right to be a bit upset."This is what Mihael said to Mail, and it's what i want I want someone to say to me.
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Yeah, i had to delete some of my posts, sadly. I decided to delete the posts about the Excorcist story. But i have it all on my Microsoft word XDXDXD
Btw, you will never know what their names are!!!
Cause i've never given them a name XDXD And i refer to them only as Girl and Boy, if you've noticed :D LOL.
I think i'm becoming alot like MELLO. And MATT.
Like, yesterday, I was out with my sister, and we went to FAR EAST. Then, while we were walking around, i was thinking, "God, i NEED some mother effing
CHOCOLATE NOW DAMMIT."
And then, as we walked on, the craving just got stronger T.T
We walked around Far East, and as you all know, Far east has lots of nice SHIRTS :D
So while we were walking around, i saw a
STRIPED shirt.
Yes, and i bought it.
And today, i bought 4 bars of chocolate. They'll probably be done by the end of the day. Don't tell my mum. She has the impression i bought only one or 2 bars, i think. Either way, in case you didn't know, Everything that Matt owns, all of his shirts, every damned one of them is STRIPED, and Mello cannot live without CHOCOLATE for more than 3 hours, aside from when he's sleeping, duh.
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"We're going to scream, shout, punch, kick, cry, smoke and eat chocolate until we make ourselves sick, but you are going to get it out of your system and we are going to find some resolutions.""It's just me. It's Mihael and I'm always going to be here for you. Don't close down on me. I love you. I've been going too fast for you, I know, and it was deliberate. I could see you starting to calm down and that didn't give me much time before all your defences kicked back into place, and then I'd never find out all those things that hurt you that you keep buried inside. I want to help.""The chocolate thing. It's comfort eating, isn't it?" He pointed to Mello's mouth. "I always thought it was like posing, with something you just really like to eat. But it's not. It's like your equivalent to walking around with a comfort blanket or a teddy bear or something." He caught Mello's stare and shrugged. "I'm just saying." He lit a cigarette. "I mean, I'm hardly one to talk. What with the cigarettes and all." He took it from his mouth and held it up as evidence. "I just never realised, erm, that it was comfort eating."I FREAKING LOVE MELLO X MATT.